Thursday, April 14, 2005

wAt a dAy. . .

hAis, nv gO schoOl todAy.. teAcher also call me dUn cOme, so stAy at hOme n rEst lO.. wAs nOt a gOod rEst, dUnno where renovatiOn dAmn nOisy the whOle mOrnin lo.. wAKe up At ArOund 11plUs, it's sO early n rARe fOr tis lAzy bUm like me.. lEg still crAmpin, ankle hUrt + wHole bOdy archin.. -_-"hAis, still thinkin bOut ytd sTuffs, i mUs reAlly get over it sOon.. i must! ! thankss fOr all e encOuragement everyOne gives mE~ i appreciate~ wEnt wit mUm to mAlaysia, to sHan xIn bA~ bUt will still tink of it.. till 7 pluS then cOme bAck.. chAt in msn wit him, he did sAy "dun sAd La" but e effect is nOt e sAme le.. but is goOd enOught le, xIe xIe ni.. nOw i mUs mAke tis cleAr to myself, he is jUs a Friend/Brother tAt is goOd to me.. nOthing else~ yEp, wAs weird y he wAnt meet me after sChool.. acTually i agree le, we deCide to gO cAtch a mOvie.. eNd up he tell me he cAllin hUijun etc.. i dUn feel like meEtin le, nO other reAson juS tat i tink bOth of us need tO keep a distance.. tO prevEnt misunderstAndin "Again".. also be fRank i sCare i will rEally fAll fOr him~ i dUn wAn this to hAPPEn, nEver!.. he aSk cAn cOntrOl de meH? i wAs actually in Loss of wOrds, eNd up jus sAy dUn let tis hAPPEn Jiu cAn le.. whEn lAst time he sAY to mAKe bReakfAst fOr me i m sUrprised le.. pErhaps Jus becOs i dUn tink a gUy will mAKe bReakfAst fOr a person tat is Jus so simple tO him.. tink i tink too mUch.. bUt i m really sCare one dAy i will fAll fOr him, n i nOE tis shouldn't hAppen~ i reAlly felt he is treatin mE toO goOd le.. hAis.. sO startin frOm tOday, we will keep a distAnce ba.. I wishes u all e bEst.. till nOw i m still feelin abit sAd over ytd sTuffs + i nOt lOnger cARE bOut e individUal best le.. i neEd my cOnfident bAck, i will dEpend on mysElf frOm tis mOment onwArds.. *yEp, i will stay On e right tRack.. alwAys~* thANkss fOr everything~

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