Sunday, May 28, 2006

finally i am here updatin bout the past few week. (:
simply no time for me to blog. i am occupied with my work, studies and volleyball.

Under 19 started today. wat to say? definitely not a good start for us but there is this sayin right "wan shi qi tou nan" i hope this do imply on us. A bad start but we surely deserve a good endin. or so i think we deserve it. thinkin back bout the trainin which was 8.30am. omg~ and those ti nen, i am comfirm we really deserve "a good ending". backed to the match today. hais, ya we lOst like wat i mention "bad start" first set 22-25 a close fight. second set i 20-25. we cant played out our normal standard. hais but wateva it is, lets put this behind all of us ok. we got to move on and be ourselves. Be wat we really are. other then tat, speechless bout today's game. i must jiayou too!! together with my team. SembawAng Alumni all the way~

ya, i forget to mention our groupin is A.
Kolam aye CSC, Bukit gOvt. high Sec, Jurong sEc. wiSh us lUcks. :D

i quit my previous jOb at bugis village.cUrrently wOrkin in Paragon, with better pay Of cause =P. AHBU is jObless liao, lOls. but in sOme way i find it hard to cope too~ =( still, i will go through this soon. my jOb required formal wearin. omg~ i am lacked of formal wear. and i find out, i am a flat feet. this have cause much suffering to my feet. wth!!

3 ica comin up. i tink i will surely screw them all up. no much preparation. my next week is damn pack. prays i will go through it. -_-"

nothing much to write. not in good mood afterall.
did some cathchin up with ahbu. hope things go well for her. be strOng gal, u still got thw whole team behind u. =D
tats all. bye all~

Sunday, May 21, 2006

frOntpage -_-"

while trying to figure out hOw to use the frOntpage on my cOm to create a wEb, i decide to come pOst something. obviOusly, its a projeCt i neEd to hAnd up. if not, who will be interested in frOntpage? -_-" but till now, i still duNno how to dO. how sAd :( anyone can help? i guessed it will be more easier if my front page is in the 2003 edition. haiyo~

i tink i am gOing to change a blogskin soOn. jUs to something simple and clear like the current one.

:( todAy is not a goOd dAy for me. i am nOt happy. and i tink i wAsted the only dAy i am free. i could have used it to acc him aNd my tUtorial stuffs. but i spend a few hours getting angry over small things. like wat i mention, i am easily piss nowadays. this shall not happen everytime. if this have to happen, nOt on sunday then. i wan tO spend this dAy wisely, happily. really gOt to cOntrol~ its shall be over soOn. i am really tryin to adjUst my temper bACk. but at the eNd, everything is still fine. i still spend the dAy with him. i dO my tUtorial toO.

nothing mUch happen. tats all.
time for me to go figure out my frontpage. hais, sian la.
tMl gotta gO school trainin. wish me lUcks man. i am having cramps on my leg again. dUe to the ma bu. .
tml will be a better dAy i believe. :D

*sOrry fOr todAy. tO ah bEn =P

Saturday, May 20, 2006

i am feelin down recently. i dunno why, the moment i stop dOin anything i felt kinda sAd. hais, really lost.

haven been updatin the past twO week. simply to busy with my trainings, my tutOrials homeWoRk and my wOrk -_-". wat to sAy, i am tiRed. ya, anyway i find a jOb at bUgis village with ahbU reCently. however, i tink i am gOin to qUit soOn as i found another one, with better pay of cause. =P as in my previous post, i mention a jOb will keep my entertain. so i fOund one! bUt at this point of times, my ICA, prOject and even cOmpetition is all cOmin up. all together~ wat is this? a few week ago, i am rotting at home, a few week later everything come all at once makin me real tired. hais, still i am mOre relieved to have completed the IT project and i pass both qUiz. this is all i can do now, endure~

i am really tired.

last sat and tOday is a goOd one, but i really hate frOg jump. make my leg damn suan lo. here i am complainin =P lala~ but i still lOve sAt la. i can grow thinner, gather with my beloved team mates and really dO lots of catchin up. how i hope this will stay as long as it could. but who's knOw? after cOmpetitiOn, we may not even contact right? hope this will never happen. wateva it is, i jus enjoy NOW!! =D and Liching finally cOme today =) i am happy la. but i need to wOrkl hard, i wan myself bACk!!

sAme like last week, i only gOt my sUnday free. One day out of seven and it have to be use to dO my tutOrial. i hoped i never neglect him. =) i can feel tat my temper is not very stable. i get irritated real easy. i jus feel stress at times when times are always not enought for me. hais, i shall plan it well next time.

eh, ya i went to watch the A'Division final on wEd. i went dOwn to sUpport Nyjc of cos. i really hope they get the champ! althought at the very last moment they never but still i think they tried their best so nO regret. i admire their spirit they have throughout the whOle game. its jus inspire me tat i must dO my best at every match. goOd game definaitely =)

tats all fOr now.
thanks for endurin with my temper. thanks for all the understandin. i noe u dun feel goOd too. things will get better i promise =)
indeed a long post.

Sunday, May 07, 2006

FRIENDS~

sianzatiOn~ my time table is so slack, till the extend i am bOred to death at hOme. alright, i jUs need to find sOme thing to entertain myself. i will~ a jOb perhap is the bEst entertainment. yeAp~

nOw i see throught all. i hate to face this harsh reality but still i am willin to accept it. nOt all fRiendship last lOng, sOme of mine is eNdin dUe tO the lAck of cOntact. wOnderin hOw many ppl still cOntact their friend even when they gO separate pAths. gUess it's 4 out of 10. hOw sAd? cANt ppl jUs make the effOrt. however, i am nOt gOin to bOther it ANYMORE. let things be the way it wan, good or bad. i will only be willin to care if the other parties care toO. totally disappointed by wat i see.

tutorial hw is truck lOads and i cant lOg on tO the idiotic E-learnin stuff. it take zillion yrs tO lOad a Quiz. And i dunno how to send it tO my tutOrial-in charge. argh~ so irritatin. anyway, i have officially pon one eCon tutorial. i regreted not passin my crad to mAry :| and i tink i nEed to chase uP with marketin And ecOn~ seriOusly need more attention and practise fOr this two modules.

i went shOppin and jOb huntin todAy. wOnderfUl dAy and hOpefully me aNd bU remain this wAy. this is wat i mean "FRIEND". tats all, i am tired. off to bed. hais, seriously need direction in my life. i am lost.