Sunday, May 30, 2010

RG10 - Netball & PSIG volleyball.

a sport i picked up a year ago,
amazingly love it as much as volleyball/basketball.
& not to mention the people are all awesome :)





apart from this, some overdue photos from PSIG Beach Volleyball.
i am glad that our effort earn us a throphy + one day time off. *hurray! :)



both of our team :)


this photo alway remind me of how our guys make fun of us.
cause while people is playing, we are eating. :x


photo after our victory.
am the odd one out, cause the match is right after exam, i totally forgetting about my jersey :(


the seniors was always supporting :D

i have packed my things & the mood to start my work.

hoped i meet better people :)

xoxo.

I Turn To You ♥



When I'm lost. . in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way
When I'm scared
Losing ground
When my world is going crazy
You can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there
Pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got

For a shield, from the storm
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength, to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you-ooh

when I lose. . the will to win
I just reach for you
And I can reach the sky again
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
taking me through the night

For a shield, from the storm
For a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength, to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
I turn to you-ooh,ohhh

For the arms to be my shelter
Through all the rain
For truth that will never change
For someone to lean on
For a heart I can rely on through anything
For the one who...I can run to...oh
I turn to you

For a shield from the storm
For a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, yeah yeah
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
For everything you do - ooh oh
For everything that's true
I turn to you...ooh.


a new found song! :) yes another oldies that will capture your heart :)

P.S. i am starting work tomorrow, oh :(

P.P.S. more meetup(s) hopefully. :)


xoxo.
havent been feeling this for the longest time.

thats the best i could ever do.

yayness to freedom! :)

last paper ended on thursday and so far, i have enjoyed myself.
gotta enjoy myself even more before the result is out & before school starts again,
most probably in September.

i am planning for Jakarta in July and hopefully the plan works :)
need a short getaway badly.

my friend bring us to this bar on thursday:


LE BAR.
its near the cathay.

a very cosy place, and you can sing there too. :)

here's what we have:



not too sure what it is, but definitely not to my liking.
never like beer in the first place :x
i just drank one bottle of it and gave the other one to sebas.
beside, my drinking sucks that i am easily drunk so yea.

& one of the funniest thing we did was. .


we catched Prince of Persia at 2:50am.
you could see that the cinemas was half empty.

personal rating: 3/5
i think guys will like it, since it have so much action scene.

& yesterday night, headed to Powerhouse with the girls.
the music was good, so was the accompany. :)

i realised that once you stopped drinking for a period of time, you get easily drunk.

to end with, a new pencil case from sis. :D


love it!

xoxo.

Friday, May 28, 2010

Nothing's gonna change my love for you.


NEW FOUND loves*
an oldies re-sing by 方大同.

the remaining days are for fun.

my phones sucks :(

xoxo.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

last paper.

i got to be free in less than 24hours.
ok, to be exact, about 17hours.

& regardless of how's my last paper, i am gotta heed sis's advice.
she said "enjoy your paper even if you screwed it."

so i am just going to enter the exam hall for once, with whatever i has.
with that being say, you should already know my standard. :x

anyway, really have to thanks jie&yaocai during this period for being ever supportive,
the late night supper, tabao-ing of dinner, emo-chats and encouragement means alot to me :)

it worked like *REDBULL give you wings HAHAHA. *loves!

this is definitely one of the most horrible period in my life,
everyone around me will have sense the difference in me.

perhaps its my first ever exams in UOL, thus i didnt know what was expected.
now i know how hard it is, i will work hard next sem and hopefully when result is out, i hope i can at least secure 3.

needed it so badly. *pls continue your prayers for me!

enough of my yay-ness for last paper & all.

just want to update that i'm feeling much better as compared to yesterday for my misfortune already.

so i had paid for a very valuable lesson but still nyp's koufu sucks.
*friends out there, better be extra careful with your belonging ok!

& thanks people in facebook, msges, and everything else.
grateful for those listening ears in need and the accompany being offered.
it really make me feel that i am surrounded by nice friends and all. :)

with that, even if all else doesnt turned out to be what i expected, it aint that bad with all of your around.
*thankful for that & everything else ! :D

after this period, i am getting everything else on track once again. :)

WORK !
MEETUP !
TRAINING !
SHOPPING !
& everything else.


once again, thanks everyone ! :D

P.S. my SIM card is being replace, all contacts lost, smses me your number alright! :D

xoxo.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

my entire bag got stolen.

i still cant believe that my entire bag was stolen.

yes, all of it.
including my phone, so this is what we call MAJOR FML.

the only thing i was left with was my wallet.

@#$%^&*!

most heart wrenching was i lost my entire notes for my element of econometries which my exam is due in just two more day.

how cruel can this get.

just when i keep telling myself not to give up on the paper,
such happen.

& get it, its not as easy as printing the notes from my friend that would do.

the entire mood was crush.

of all place, lost it at nyp's koufu.
with so many people, they are still so daring.
hope karma get you back!

for now, if i am given, i just want my notes back.

i lost:

my zara jacket;
my pencil case which mum brought;
two calculator;
iphone;
a set of thick notes & past yr exam paper;
a note book which i did it myself with all pointer inside;
citispa's receipt are also in - need that to get in :(
not forgeting that IT SPOILT MY ENTIRE DAY.

badly need a shoulder now, FML.

& seeing something online make me even more down now.
so insignificant.

& yea whatever, i had enough off all this.
continue with that whatever you enjoy doing.

P.S. will be un-contactable for now.
send me a fb msg or just call my home.

因为你值得被珍惜

i remembered watching the 10pm show on channel u where there's this particular scene.

the female lead was crying and said that she will pay him to accompany her because she doesnt want to be alone, at least for that night.

ethan ruan told her not to do that, and he will accompany her for the night for free.

so the female lead questioned: "why?".

his replied was: "因为你值得被珍惜".
it means "because you deserve to be treasure".

how true a sentence, as simple as it is, i think everyone desire that.

ok, too much of those these days.

i shall have a conclusion by now.

xoxo.

Monday, May 24, 2010

hair revamped!

if you followed me on twitter, you would have already know i got a new hair cut.
in fact, i cut, dye + highlight.
it got revamped OVERALL.

& i love the aftermath of it :D
just that have to really take good care of it now. *sayang!

here's my new head, i mean HAIR :)


self-take's skill sucks but can you see the fridge now.
its freaking short but nicer? YES?


the fridge is supposed to be side, but i made them all down, something close to bang HAHAHA. obviously in a mess.

this two photo dont justify my colours.

it look alil brighten in real life and the highlight is the very obvious kind.

here's one under the light:


taken with flash.

in all, love it ! :D

P.S. full force studying tomorrow! any khakis?

xoxo.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

that relationship.

i usually dont post such post up and definitely gg to save this as a draft when i finish writing.

whether it will be officially up in my blog or not, shall see how.
but for now, definitely no.
its for my own keepsake.

yes, i have been thinking about my relationship with someone i have been in close contact with for the pass 7-8months.
*i always find it hard to maintain a close relation, in a sense that we contact regularly. blame it on my bad habit BUT in his case, we did, which i am glad.

BUT it was on&off.

at a moment, we could be messaging each other everyday, although our replies take longer time but the content never failed to mend it back.
its really not easy to find some one who take longer time to reply than me, but he amazingly did it so well. oh my, should i be happy or angry with it?

think of that, i was also reminded of the before-going-to-korea-smses, fb messages, late-msn chat(s), countless match of tic-tac-toe, bowling and not forgetting the awkward webcam session comparing medals and all.

i always find it hard to end a conversation, chat or webcam session cause i didnt want to.
*feel good to write here, cause i could put down my pride and all to say this.
for once, being honestly with myself here. :)


then at another moment, we could totally stopped contacting each other for days or even weeks. like a simple facebook relationship status could blow off the whole relationship of us which i thought it wasnt easy coming so far and building such a us. otherwise, we have to blame it on our "similar characters".

i once asked if he message me, he will feel lose out?
his answer turned out to be a "yes" which for me, i felt the same way as he does.

thats just because we both dont like "losing".
yes, the obvious dominant kind.

but guess what i told my friend recently, i very much dont want to believe in it too.
i told them "i dont really care about winning it already".
so-not-me but i really doesnt want to treat this as a game anymore.
or looking at another prospective, what does winning means?
it means nothing.

the word relationship here doesnt define boy-girl relationship,
i just couldnt find the right word to describe us.

like he said in one of his facebook message that he dont know what's in store for us, i totally feel it now.

cause now i am trapped in this,
i didnt know to continue maintaining this or to be back as friend.
either way, i know i will be hurt, just a matter of time.

i have a lot of doubts in him and me.

yes, the basic feeling towards me, commitment, and so on.
i never dare to ask cause if he will to ask me the same question, i know i dont have the prefect answer for him.

the only thing i know is: "he and i doesnt want commitment".

so we just leave things in this way.

& naturally, it lead me to feels that everything is so not true.

i am not used to be not-serious-in-a-relationship.

& this time round, i broke the usual rule i set for myself.
and up til now, i didnt know what i should do.

at time like this, i just hope to know how he feel for me without me asking.
if only thing was this easy.

if only.

it feel better now.

xoxo.

Miserable May.

its really so hard to find a peace within.

my mind is all on thur's paper and it keep going to the negative side.
as much as i detest it, cant help but to think about it.

MAY HAVE BEEN A MISERABLE MAY TO ME.

i bet all of your know.

*i hope prayer work and i am gotta force myself to study for the remaining days.

xoxo.

Universal Studio Singapore

UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPORE'S POST.
*yes, the long awaited. :P

was really having a hard time arranging those photos.

i decided that this post will be mostly on photos.







































highly recommended to visit:
-Revenge of the mummy
-Water world
& of cos if the roller coaster start operating.


DONT FORGET TO BUY THE GINGER BREADMAN! :)
i saw people posting in their blog the mini gingerbread man (full body) but sadly i didnt manage to find it.

you can go around looking for it if you are interested,
and if you ask if the mini full-body gingerbread man was cute, YES IT IS VERY!

in all, i hoped you enjoyed this as much as i enjoy writing them down here :)

xoxo.