at time like this, so much.

sometime, no matter how long it has been,
it still hurt just thinking back what we had, it still affects me.

& yes, its been the 28th days.
i am losing count honestly, but not the thoughts.

at least to my blog, i can say that i am not really okay.
especially at night & weekend, it really sucks.

the weekend(s) used to be late-night-msn-chats, webcam(s) etc,
the night(s) used to be accompany of each other.

i dont know how hard i am still gotta try,
either way, it hurts, dont it?

the only thing i've been telling myself: "i know it will only get better, it will."

"If you get your heart broken too many times you'll eventually learn all your lesson & become immune to pretty much every promise you hear"

xoxo.