clinic lozenges is slightly more expensive then the normal lozenges we got outside (e.g: strepsils, daquadin etc.). i gotten mine today for $6, make sure it works :)
so random to start off a post mentioning about lozenges, HAHA. But . . do your know lozenges, like cough syrups are addictive as well.
lets share with your this :D
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apart from that, i got nothing much to rave about my life now. everything is back in place & i am very much into my studies.
would be having the following thing on-going from April to May.
10th april - PSIG Netball 6th May - Macro paper 7-9th May - Revenue Games (committee, netball & volleyball) 10th May - PSIG Beach Volleyball 13th May - Micro paper 20th May - HRM paper 27th May - EOE paper.
& DEFINITELY mum&sis's birthday in between :D
P.S. it felt like ages, do you feel the same way as i do?
today was like a new beginning for everything, after much thoughts, i settled for a answer myself.
it take me sometimes, cause i've always been treasuring this friendship or be it more.
afterall, thing has been cleared and shouldnt let this hinders :)
wouldnt be mentioning anything about that anymore.
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nowadays, i have been thinking what should i do to my hair? suggestion anyone?
i have come up with the following thoughts: 1) perm/wave - not those super curly but big curls. :D 2) remain as it is, but cut the fringes. (bang or shorter either one) 3) if neither of the above, i will just go highlight them :)
& good enough, i have some past photos to share here :) focus on my hair :D
after much search, i finally have my perm hair photos. that was almost 3years ago, and this is really PERM-ED.
can see the very curly perms now?
*ignore the face, just want to show your the curls the end curls is somehow what i want but more obvious since my hair is longer now :)
yes, the bangs. i felt that it doesnt really suit my character, hmm. nevertheless, this is a risk if i do it again :x
last but not least, the highlight i wanted to get and the shorter fringe.
OR just out of impluse get this . . .
ella's mushroon head.
most probably keeping it long anyway :)
so which is better? suggestion please :) tweet me!
lets end with one of my current hair :D
playing with sis's new brought accesories.
i have flat and long hair now.
ohmy, i took damn long for this post. have to really get going.
xoxo.
P.S. this week going to be a short week ! *good friday!
had the first oversea revision class today & unexpectedly i saw someone which i thought was familar. indeed, i am right.
regardless, should mention people that i dont know and never have good feeling about.
the main thing is the lesson wasnt really efficiency as she is like doing the prelim's correction only.
so after the first half which is a good 3.5hours, we decided to head home and guess what, we took the wrong bus which end up at dont know where so decided to cab home.
cabbing is addictive, so i better control.
& not to mention the weather was killing, for today.
am going to nap now.
here's some finds me and meizhen saw at kino yesterday, funny, yes it it.
we was thinking the author must have hate boy/guys.
BUT the girl will agreed on this :D
absoluely TRUE. :D
& here's the purpose from searching from borders to kino.
It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word, you can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you don't say a thing
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall You say it best.. when you say nothing at all
All day long I can hear people talking out loud But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd (the crowd) Try as they may they can never define What's been said between your heart and mine
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall You say it best.. when you say nothing at all
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall You say it best.. when you say nothing at all
(You say it best when you say nothing at all You say it best when you say nothing at all..)
The smile on your face The truth in your eyes The touch of your hand Let's me know that you need me..
just last week, we gave a birthday surprise to . . .
clement. & it was a success :)
RG team - guys.
take 1 - which i remember why Rachel was laughing :P
RG - girls.
all in all, i hope the RG will turn out to be a successful one when may comes :) so that the hardwork is being pay off :D
BACKED TO THIS WEEK; a very bad one.
if you have already know, i fallen sick and worse now i have gotten flu as well. it make me look like i am tearing cause i keep sneezing. -.- & this make me really sleepy and doze off at time like 9plus.
i have a sexy/man voice now. :D & PIMPLE(S) tsktsk :( **at least not a rednose.
how sad can this get? :(
but apart from those, i am adapting well in other aspects, which means being focus on priority and relying everything on myself. haven i been independent all along :)
& this week mark the start of revision, thing will really get buzzing busy like a bee. *am just trying to make it rhythms HAHA.
i got nothing much to share as of now, and yes if you guys are concern, am not going to change this to a private space for now. :)
i just visited my own blog and take a quick glimpse through, and i found out that my site has been *wordy for this few weeks :x
but honestly, i haven been taking any proper shot for weeks. you wouldnt want to see a sick-looking-me also right!
regardless, i try ok :D. have to be a vain pot + remembering to bring my usb back from office. yes, i have a camera but i never have the habit to bring it out, til i develope this new habit, i shall just rely on my phone for shots! :D
for now, lets not mention about my health, it will eventually find a way out :) that's with the blessing of all your sms of concern, just really melt my heart !
it make me felt much loves and notice that my little site here does really have lovely readers :) **thanks all of your!
that's all for now, just wanted to say that i am really thankful for those !
side note: i completed 1.5chapter today, am feeling so proud of myself. **jie must be smiling while reading this from the other part of the world. :)
**regarding the thing i have been mentioning on my blog, it has come to an end too. i self-declared it as closed case and no worries, i am not going to be bother/affected since the same cycle repeatedly repeat itself, like i already knew w/o asking.
just like what my friend had said: "MERRY GO ROUND, LIKE A FOOL.".
for time like this, i shouldnt continue bothering with the unneccessary. unneccessary since you dont even bother as well, right? full-stop.
lead a life happily, for me and you individually.
alright, back to the norms.
shall just end it with:
remainder: careful of flu&cough virus these day, it seem that people are getting sick! drink lots of water :)
went to the doctor and diagnose that i am having the following: slight fever, cough, throat infection, gastric flu (which leads to vomit).
apart from those, i am alive and kicking :D
& i was given 2 day mc. but have to return back to office yesterday just to return a call. :( thats the responsibility we had :( and since i am back to office yesterday, i went to the friendly game. :x
now i have bags of medicine to finish, which i never like eating. *will skip it. :x
the fever has not subside, and the throat got worse, now i dont even feel like speaking, cause if i do, i can feel the pain at the throat area.
anyway, after much thoughts, i decided that i shouldnt take thing too hard, for whatever it turn out to be, then so be it. i promise i wont be affected :)
we have our lives to move on, and furthermore, its beyond our control. so just see how it turn out to be :)
BUT BUT, before people are misunderstood, or already has. i want to clarify that i am not in love.
for a period like this, i wont allow myself to sink into the bottomless pit.
got to go already, have a good sunday all. :D
P.P.S. i know my blog has been very pictureless, soon ok!
This post is password protected. *might consider changing my blog into a private one.
i just want a space to write every single thing i am going through, my feeling and everything else. which obviously, i dont want people to know. everyone yearn for a private space, i do as well.
sometime, it make me think that its so easy to know what i am thinking and all, since its all written in my blog. however, its not necessary an advantage when come to certain thing.
many other reason set me thinking to change it into a private space, but i am still considering.
afterall, i believe i have silent reader/friends who always visit my blog for my update, which apparently save my time telling them how am i doing and such. *you know who you guys are, and thanks for the concern & all along the way whenever i am down and needed those :)
it always cheer me up when i received msg/tweet/mails on that tiny concern, from who regardless, i appreciate it :)
but as of now, i felt that i should be stronger and not grow to rely on anything. i wanted to keep all to myself and pick up from where i am. in the first place, i shouldnt have learn to depend on anyone, thats for the very fact that, i hate being affected for the unneccessary.
this remind me of my old self - where i am a "frequent sms person", which means i message EVERY NOW AND THEN.
we will tend to have the habit to look at our phone to see if the other party reply. then, if the other party didnt reply within the range, it set you thinking and again, look on your handphone every 5 to 10 min. the cycle keep repeating & you will came to realise its such a moron act. i classific this as a very bad habit and easily affected.
that was the past, obviously i dont do so now. for now, i have developed the dont-care-if-your-phone-is-alive-or-dead attitude. to the extend, i will totally forget about my handphone and leave it home.
enough of that, just a reminder "dont be a frequent sms-er", i just dont like the idea of that. & the best person to rely, is always yourself.
just today, i felt sick and indeed fallen sick. more of a throat infection and lead to slight fever, making me feeling really listless, which add up to my moodless mood. sometime, i really think mood & health are intact, they fall ill together.
have to recover soon and i am going for my friendly match this monday :)
by the way, remember me writing in my "TO-DO LIST", one of which is to appreciate people around me, i did it and dont know if it was right now cause nothing seem right. worse of all, i dont know how to put it across.
i have to really say: time and time again, you make me ponder really hard what kind of person you are? & i tried not to be affect by human perception, judging you only the way you make me feel but i felt that i still dont know who you are.
just put yourself in my shoe, and you will know how it feels.
ok, bring a stop to this as well. dont feel like mentioning it anymore, might really ignore from now onwards. i am still searching for a right way/answer to this complex case, since feeling is involved.
but, one thing for sure is when i decide on something, i will stand firm my decision despite anything, be it a misunderstanding or whatever so.
randomly, a video of some really old school's song that my friend used to cheer me up. *thanks !
愛我的人和我愛的人
enjoy the song and to everyone out there who need it. tell yourself "TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY WITH YOU BEING A STRONGER SELF".
"never underestimate how fast one can change and recover."
p.s. if a person is easily affected by you, it means something.
its so hard to pen thing down now, i don't know what i am thinking and everything.
anyway, today marks my last working saturday for the whole of March, which i worked 3 out of 4. whichever, its good that i am done with :D
then again, i will be getting rather busy with all my revision classes coming up from next saturday onwards.
no end to busy schedules, but again, i want to emphasize "ANYTHING AFTER 27TH MAY".
all that aside, for now til 27th may, i would only want to focus on my studies. nothing else~
i hoped i keep up to that slogan, definitely with the help of Mary & Angie. they are like my studying khakis & pls make sure our mugging session works.
i got no mood to blog and i felt that I'm falling sick. :( staying strong mentally.
for the whole of this week, i actually didn't study. (i know sis is going to kill me when she see this.) but please don't :D
what amazed me was, i actually felt less stressful - ONLY FOR THIS WEEK. the stress cell wasn't active and i felt a lot happier.
its just that feeling relieved which i long want to be.
BUT BUT. . .
i promise i wont allow myself to continue this, have to study regardless how tired i am. yea, that's it.
so much for my self-declared one week break and come to an end. set my priority right, i know.
sometime, i felt that i am force to grow up too fast. do your felt so too? times seems to fast-forward after your graduate, just like how i have been one year in my job.
& the fact is working doesn't seem that enjoyable to me now. very irony for the workaholic me, but the question was it is the job or me?
looking back, i was happiest when i don't have to study in secondary school (*slack) and just do sport which i enjoyed a lot - volleyball, running & basketball. it will always be one of the precious memories even when i grew old and cant run or do sport anymore.
anyway, did your watch channel 5 on thursday's night, right after the America idol's results, there "AMERICA NEXT TOP 'PETITE' MODEL, CYCLE 13".
this season, its the 'petite' version, the model must be 5 '7' and below. *smile!
& i actually went to google the winner for this season knowing that sg will show us back dated show. bingo.
here's the final two. . . *stop here if you don't wish to know HAHAHA.
AND WINNER GOES TO . . . Nicole(*the one on the right)
somehow, she remind me of the twin in cycle 7.
cycle 7, can you spot the twin? and nicole is like one of those who will act in the "twiligh saga" kind of movie.
so in all she is really good !
here's my favourite so far from the watching the top model show.
Cari Dee. coincidentally, its from cycle 7 as well :D
for certain reason, i drain working this week even more than the past few work. but honestly, i never like my job a tiny bit.
i know, i am just whining like a old lady about how pathetic my first job is. but at least it felt better after doing so, and that's the irony part that first job of a fresh graduate always turn haywire.
therefore, i seriously think fresh graduate should really consider carefully and accept a job they wanted for in a long term basis. at least for the first job, its very important; for it effect you career path thereafter.
it always happened to be that whatever you study for in your diploma, you might not end up working in that area, or even a drastic difference between your scope of study and work.
for me i studied banking and financial, majoring in fund management and ideally i would want to enter a bank and start my career path there but it seem that what i am working now is way difference & my job is stagnant but never ending.
i should really stop now, and look forward to weekend.
currently on my way home and decided to blog. that's when mary alight at bishan and leaving me alone.
hate travelling back alone, cause there's no one to talk to and I just don't like it.
at the very least, I had travel khakis on my weekdays :)
back to my studying sunday, didn't turned out productive :( studied only 20-30 pages, and hicksian & slutsky graphs + equation just drowned me completely.
on an irony fact, I actually like economic but hate economist! if they didn't have so much arguement, life will be so much better for student now.
all that aside, I just had swenson icecream with mary to cheer myself up that tiny bit.
1) Go on a holiday or even two, even if it is just BKK. ideal will be Hongkong, Taiwan or Japan :) *hint sister! :D
2) Clubbing with MEIZHEN and my girls, anywhere but i wanted to go club that i have never been to.
3) Attends all training :) Shed the fats!
4) Play basketball with my Canberra team mates, i miss them hell load.
5) Catching up and meeting with friends i always wanted to, i don't want to miss too much of each other.
6) Might get some event or assignment to satisfy my workaholic self :P
7) Starting on a blogshop, have always wanted to and will look into it somewhere or another.
8) Be more appreciative and pay attention to nice people around me :)
9) Confirm wont touch any notes during my holiday, this is a MUST-TO-DO.
10) i want to play mahjong, and do a qing yi se using TONG ZI.
11) Visit the zoo, night safari, bird park. :D & sentosa to get a tann.
12) Go marina barrage, i heard so many people saying that its nice. furthermore, flying kite there seems retarded but somehow i think it would feels relaxing :)
13) More night chats!
14) Pick up new skills for work, sport and anything :)
15) Make sure i used my daily skincare + make up.
16) Run at least two time a week, for at least 2 big room under my house.
17) Daily update on my blog.
18) Take my graduation photo for poly since Mary brought the robe hahaha!
19) iphone 4G, burberry tote.
20) Sleep like nobody business!!
. . . and alot more. i bet you felt my desires for a freedom, break away!
slowly but surely, I'm so going to fall asleep on my desk. and that's explain my reason for typing here, to keep myself awake.
:( miserably, work only end at 130pm. time is crawling it way through, and obviously i am experiencing mental block with the minimum sleep i have.
i wished i am still in my bed, with air con and my wood curtain that always turn my day into night.
highly recommend people to get it, its from IKEA by the way. i show your before remember?! have to search from my archive. :D
anyway, i foresee that my weekend will be well spent, not referring to now. for the reason that, i will be back in office tomorrow to mug with my friends. cause the library is so packed like its having GSS. -.- 7days in office FML.
whichever, i only have this 2 more month, want to hang in through.
on a side note: i am thankful for those who came forward to cheer me up, sending your regards and accompany in late night chat etc :)
i guessed that's because its quite a personal thing, and i am writing it all here so have to really think through.
after all, its a hard topic if we want to go into details right?!
alright, so here's my philosophy.
have you think through this like zillion time? especially after you watched some show that really inspired you?
i know its random for such a topic, but i always wanted to pen this all down :) so here it is. . . all revealed.
i thought i should use those as an example, like i say it inspired me. HAHAH, i know its funny.
yes, say i am dreaming and all. girls are supposed to be dreamy, its a right for the woman :)
its funny how appealing bad guys are to girls, always.
that's if the guy is only bad on the external, but have a very good interior. another distinctive thing are bad guys are more protective and possessive, to a good extent.
which girl don't like to be protect and be loved?
i always thnk "fate" played an important role.
like meeting people at the right time, right place and right FEELING.
i don't know how it feels, cause such a GOOD FATE have never landed on me before.
i wouldn't mind meeting nice stranger, and yes i am one of those that really believe in FATE!
. . . and a happy and sweet ending, ever after. :D
otherwise,
starting on a bad impression wasn't really a bad thing to begin with, at least i think it would have been interesting and irritating too.
BUT. . . i am one of those who interest-die-fast-kind, so at least this situation will prolong my curiosity and such.
from enemy to lover, drastic & drama BUT interesting!
all that aside, i always wanted someone without facebook. yes super hilarious.
basically, thats because work have been really hectic and i am not in the mood of anything.
i figured out that i am experiencing pre-exams stress, knowing very well that i am very lacked behind.
that doesnt mean that i am not trying, infact, i am pushing myself to a limit that really stress myself.
its like trying to study with a drained brain after work. working 8.30 - 6pm from monday - friday + saturday half day til 1pm is really not that managable as i thought.
worse when it is the PEAK now, i cannot imagine myself when april comes, cause it will get worse since majority of the people like to do LAST MIN.
its like, the brain got so used up by the end of the day, and you just want a simple dinner and head home to rest.
falling asleep anywhere in the house become so common.
then sometime, i have the random urge to BOWL, MJ OR EVEN CLUB.
HIGHLIGHT: 6th may to 27th may is a my exam period, the best i could have is to have a paper a week, very thankful for that.
thats about all, currently, YOUR TRULY is very into DOWN WITH LOVE.
reviews soon and all this drama always inspired me AMAZINGLY.
i am the kind who wished for . . . fairy-tale like ending.
shall discuss with your my philosophy of love the next post alright :)
