figured it all out.

I figured out why I was affected.
cause I didn't like the feeling of him taking over the choice.

ok I should "I want the ball to be in my court" not his.
otherwise, be at the center of the court also can.

basically,
I just don't like the feeling of "losing" in this kind of situation.

yes, very selfish.
but trust me, most of the sport people is on the dominating side.
there's exception but I am just one butch of the normal sport's characteristic.

anyway,
it's glad that I sort it all out.
& yes I don't like him.

it's school soon.