my shoutout : 'i am wondering if i am still that strong to handle all this?"
what should i really say now i dunno. thanks peeps for being there for me. yes, i have fallen down yet again, perhaps only deeper this time. and issnt this what everyone have expected.
i am questioning myself whether i am strong enough to get back, i know i will one day. but when will that day come that i will be backed to my usual self. i miss the secondary JING.
i hate it this way, i really hate being a weak gal. i hate it even more when i cant control the tears.
what i am gg thru this 3 months is really very extreme, its really reaching my limits.
is this wha growing up should be?
can i stop being the strong gal. i hate myself now.
the once-so-treasure-memories.
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