FULL STOP

okay, i have to update i know. ha, recently things have already turn for the better. no more sadness and tears. :D i am back as the usual or perhaps a more fortunate gal now.

moving on in a good way. i finally realise and believe i can find some one better. and i am glad i get out of it and found that better one.

seriously thinking back its really so silly to change so much for a relationship that is not worth it. If a bf of 3 yrs can jus dump you cause of a gal he barely know for 1 week then why am i still saving it. yes, he can say its not the reason, but he cant deny it does affect this relationship in a big way.

i always feel guilty cause i tink i didnt treasure him for the 3 years but thinking back i dont tink i am a bad gf, rather good instead.

i might be strict but i really cares. those who are close to me will know. he always rmb the bad things but didnt recall all those little thing i do eg. i wrote him card almost every month to encourage him in studies and even anniversary. i always stand by him but so? the guy will only rmb the bad moments.

whatever and whichever, i am happy that i have go through this and i will never turn back for it. cause only when you get out of it, you will then know how that guy really treat you - in a very bad way. but mayb gals just have to be hurt really hard in order to move on. agrees?

if it is not for the better some one, i am not confident in getting out of it too. but thanks god. he is there for me in my weakest time. :))

now i understand why they say love is blind, i must be really blind at that times.

i spend 1000+ during that few weeks, handphone bill was power, mc was everywhere and i drink for a few consective night just to get some sleep. the usual routine of my life was much messed up. but once again, thing are backed to normal.

thats all about my bad relationship, its a past of mine and i want to put a FULL STOP to it. :D

memories is always beautiful, be it a good or bad one and i have to admit it made us grown up.

*i know i have to be strong during this period and pls trust me i will wait cause to me you are some one worth it and some one i wish to treasure. :D

see you soon in 2 weeks time UNCLE.