have drop one student due to that. so guilty but i doubt i can teach well if i am in the tired state so i dun wish to drag her down. but still, keeping another one. hope she do well for n level, which is her BIG PICTURE.
and honestly i do enjoy teaching her. i am only elder than her by 5 years, so the topic is there. :D
recently, i have to admit i am kind of affected by friendship but i seriously dun want to care too much anymore. i always take the initiative but it seem like thing never works. i do get upset,disapoointed, angry. .
but let it passed. just to comment that i am really disappointed. i will never be the one to take the first step anymore as i am afraid to go throught that same disappointment.
afterall, i appreciate those that tried to make an effort for the friendship to maintain. one of those got to be xueling. she is one that often call me from hongkong and other country, that 5 mins on the phone do matters alot.
i always think that even though we may seldom meet each other but in our heart we still regard which others as the same old good friend but it seem so untrue for me to say that now.
i guess i really need a break from those. tkcare all.
bye all~
i really miss her. come back faster chucky.
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