cOme bAck fAst~

back-ed. i love sat. however today is not a goOd one. cause i dun have cramps. this mean i slaCk. ya, i did. perhaps i have grow lazier. :( i hard to say thAt, but its kind of true. i wan to find the Old me back. my determination and preservance. pls cOme bACk fast!! nO much time to be wasted. i wan to be ME.

my bAck is archin, nevertheless it wont stand in my ways. :| how i wish i was taller. for some kind of reason or another, height is definitely a advantage. i will wOrk hArd!! =D but i supposed i stOp growin liao la.

i wan to find a jOb, i seriously need one. my time table is so slAck and i reAlly felt uncomfortable slackin at home all the times. i need to earn money lols, for toppin up of clothes. and also wOrkin will stOp me eatin sleepin and slackin. however, stayin at home make me speNd mOre times with mum. i love it. bUt this mUst not be the reasOn for me to nOt wOrk. gOin to gO fOr jOb hUntin sOon. wish me lUcks =D.

he is breakin promise now and then. despite the many times of quarrel bOut the sAMe thing, he still nv changed. he knew that i will be wOrried, he knew. bUt he leave me there, wOrryin like hell. sO wats this? And he ate all the 6 nuggets leavin me nOne. argh~ tats my fAV!! =( this shall stOpped!~

i didnt make it in times to gO for the NYP trainin. as i mention mum's birthday will be my priority. i dUn wish to disappoint mum also. i enjOy tat dAy, i nOe mum is happy. so i am happy toO. =)
tats about all. i changed my blog sOng. i tink its niCe.

my dAys. .

finally have a goOd sleep, fRi is thE only dAy i cAn sleep all i wAn. cause i gOt nO schOoL =P. Unlike mOn, wEd and tHur, its all mOrnin clAss. argh! i hate it. bUt~ sO fAr i am still punctual. happy fOr myself, cAuse our attendance need to have 85%. sO it mean i can pOn lesson the other times.

this week passed fAst, i sUpposed next week too. cAuse nO class on thurs as we have to dO E-learnin at hOme, fRi as usual nO school and mOn is pulic hOliday. how good it is =D. this mean i Only need to gO school 2 times next week. hahaha. this week lessOn kinda started seriously with everyone havin the textboOk. those testboOk cOst alOt -_-" i spent 100++ le.

i tink i like the Oral teacher, she is entertainin la. she tell us boUt herself, the Origin of her nAME. is the cOmbined of her husband's surnaMe who is a persiAn and her own chinese nAme. sound interestin huh? others mOdules was still ok, except fOr marketin. i tink i seriously need to pay attentiOn on it despite me tinkin its really bOrin. alright, i will i will. nO, is "I MUST"..

anyway, here a link of a very interesting blog. and i heard it was one of the highly rated being view blog nOw. ok, to be more specified, it's a gAy blog tat attract many's attention includin mine. *they posted their pictures there some mOre. have a loOk - http://colinandkero.blogspot.com .

tats all fOr nOw, gOin to celebrate mum's birthdAy later on. =) i love mUm.
but~ there's trainin later on at NYP. i have yet gO for the trail. in a dilema, still my priority is mUm. (: hopefully, i can rush on time fOr the trainin but most probably i will be late. die~
sAT is arriving. yeap =D happy i am. as i say i love sat.
tats all, wish me a goOd weekEnd.. lala.

old friends.

lOve the neoprints taken yTd. nO reasOn jus lOve it. its the fOurth one taken sO fAr. cOmpare to the fiRst one, i tink tats quite a difference. perhaps its becOz my hAir grEw lOnger and he did sOme cOlouring to his hAir. still, i lOve it. adOre bits and pieces of memOries u given me. still addin on~ till fOreva i hOped. (:

brOught 3 shirt ytd. jus wan to gEt sOme cAsUal t-shirt tO weAr to schOoL. I am mising those wear-the-unifOrm-dAys already. at least i wOnt have to tink of wat to weAr the next dAy or sO. this mAke me think Of the goOd old dAys of my sEcondary schoOl, violents gAls and vOlleyball. haha, lots of memOries cAme floOdin bACk.

after tAt met uP with jO and vOn. wEnt all the wAy to mArina to pass sUling her present. leave after that as we didnt wAn to eAt steambOat. lOls, i nv eat steambOat at there befOre. its true. hOpefully sUling wOnt blame us fOr tat, its the heart that matter rite? i sUpposed we are sincere enOught to gO sO fAR to pass her present :D

did sOme cAtching up with jO and vOn on the wAy backed. its fun listenin tO our life nOw. those poly-happenings. i suspense jO is in lOve with her nerdy bOy. she pay lOts of attention to him ok. so jO lOve nerdy bOy. =P and vOn is lUcky. she nOe wat i am tryin to sAy. =P hAis, it kinda sAd to cAuse v-gAls dUn really meet uP except sOme of us. we break into smAll groUp. i missed the dAy we have, the fUn and togetherness. nOw everything have changed and i hOped it will be bAck. i shAll see. however i believe if we are meant to be fRiend fOreva we will, if nOt no usE dOin mUch and eNd up nths cOme bACk.

alright, i nearly fOrget to sAy all tat mentiOn was ytd.
ya, and i prOmise jO to praise her in my blOg. Jo is a "professiOnal fries shAker". haha, she shake fRies wEll oK.
tats bout all. i am tired.

time tAble.

my time table for semester One.
mOn-9am to 4pm.
tUe-2pm tO 9pm.
wEd-8am tO 1pm.
thUr-9am tO 1pm.
fRi-nO schOoL.
time table was still alright. i hate mOn n tUe, long hOurs. night classes sOme mOre. bUt i lOve fRidAy. its like fOur schoOl dAy, three rEst dAy. ok, nO more complains. i jUs gOt to get used to my time table. hOpefully i wOnt be lATE fOr those eArly in the mOrnin clAsses. i am punctual this whOle weEk. =P MIRacLE~
i jOined vOlleyball as a CCA also. kAini help me signed uP actually cause i was sleepin at hOme. =P cANt blame me. my teacher tOld me it was the week after. see, not my fault! afterall, jus got to go fOr the selectiOn. kinda loOkin forward to it. argh~ i missed vOlleyball. i hate cramps too. :| lucks for me, kaini and Lishan.
tats bout all. i wan saturday to cOme fAster. =X

fiRst dAy.

cramps!! crAmps!! my bACk is aCtin up again. ha, its expected. bUt soon, it will be over =P. jUs a mAtter Of time.
my fiRst dAy of schoOl was alright. feel abit weird cause i barely noe anyone in the clAss. aRgh~ sAd. but soOn this will be over, i hOped so. :| its dUe to the absent in OrientatiOn. nOt that i wan to absent myself, jUs tat i Only gOt my enrOlement pAckage on 12th and 13th is the deathline to sUbmit it. see, i only have one dAy to dO sO many things. thUs, the OrientatioN was on the 12th and 13th. mAyb i shall reAlly sAy i am swAy. at the sAme time lUcky, at least i gOt into a pOly.
i nOe a fEw gALs le. And i tink my clAss peOple are kinda fUnny. its like the wAy they tAlk really very hilarious. lOls. =P "i dUn lOok up On u" sOund funny? fUn. hOpefully, the first yr in NYP will be a fUn one. hOpe to nOe mOre frIend of cAuse. (: alright, i admit i still hAte to be alOne =P
tats all. . . wish me lUck in mY class FS0604. :D

:)

i am bAck. i re-edit the post last time. that time in a rush miss out alot of detAil. =P
ahBu jUs updAte me rEcently tat we will be playin in Under-19 again!! i am happy~ as a team we strive. sMb Ace. 2005 have been a yr of many memOries, hopefully is 2006. jiayOu sMb alumni~ aCe shEng zOng!!
Our team is very mUch like last year. jus add sOme of my juniors. nO matter wats the result, win Or lose, it dUn really matter. like wat my teAm mAte sAy "its the togetherness." i lOve this phrase. sMb vOlleyball have give me a lots of preciOus memOries. ha, i simpLy lOve my team mATes. they are all fun peOple.
-Lishan the laMer. always dOin funNy stUnt u never expEct. bUt she is muScUlar.
-ahBu my 5 yr teAm mate. the fOrever happy go lucky fAce with 0% of temper.
-sAbrina the tall bAnana. she lOve to sMile. great mOtivatiOn!!
-hUijUn Our dA Jie. she lOok firece bUt in fACt she can be very fUnny. =P
-KaiNi oUr ba lU kU. she lOok happy all the time. ha, she is fUN!!
-hweE chee, my ex-seniOr which really mOtivate me AlOT.
-LicHing, my ex-team mate. she lOok quiet bUt she can be very tAlkative. nO one knows :P.
nOt fOrgettin Eva, my jUnior which always have A ? make in her fACE.
afterall, they are jus nice people aNd the bEst team mAte i ever have. acE~~
i am tired today. real tired. prObably cAuse i haven beEn exercisin fOr a whOle of twO month time.
aNyway startin a New school life oN mOnday!! i have been wOnderin, thInkin. . ha, lOokin fOrward to it. hOpefUlly it will be a fUn schoOl life.

.NYP.

argh~ i got posted to NYP-Banking And Financial services (:
so hAppy!!~ sO relieved!!~ yeap. finAlly its nO more wOrries.
its my first chOice. at leAst i got intO the cOurse i am interested.
actUally i already planned to go find a full-tiMe job and wAIT fOr SEcOnd intake bUt~ i called NYP and was told i was offer a course. jUs have to wAit fOr my pAckage to arrivEd. And my jOb huntin turn to a shOppin triP. =P I enjOyed myself that dAy!! nO more wOrries~
this result a big hole in my pOcket. no mOre shoppin this week. to be continue soOn!!~ this mOnth reALLy bUy alot of thing. i m brOke~
for the past fEw weEks Or even mOnths, i am damn trouble. alwaYs thinkin aNd Thinkin. . reAllly glAd all this eNded. (:
lOokin fOrward to the new scHool term. i am gOin to cOntinue mY vOlleyball cAreer there, toOgether with LishAn aNd kAini. :D
hAis, this mean i am nOt gOin to sp. i will sUrely miss ahBu. lets jiayou tOgether. (: hopefUlly we will still keep in cOntact.

argh~going mad.

i got rejected by sp!!~ hais, put all my hope on NYP. but i wrote appeal letter to sp, nyp and tp. hopin it will hElp in sOme way Or another. pls, take me in. really going mad one day, damn worried, damn scare, damn sad, damn regret. mixtures of alot of feeling. hais, when is this gOin to end. dAys after days, week after week. i am really gotta reach my limits. stop this torturin man~ god bless pls. praying hard~ i leave all this to fate. i really need some time to have fun. jus fun, no more worries. but obviously its hard. i love to tink and i tend to tink alot. tats ME~ hais, seen like i cant settle down and focus on anything now. this explain my bad temper recently. enough Of this. wil be back, ):

wat a day.

hais, still haven receive. . . damn worrying. let it be.
recently jus went to a1 chalet. was quite alright but it will be better if escape is open. wat a waste, we got free tickets~ was playing pool all the way, other then that stay at chalet play stupid but entertainin game. the one which we pour shampoo on our head one. i play the x-box games, one of which is bout the beach volleyball one. i tink i sucks at it, i only won one out of dunno how many times with the help of Jin hANg. haha, thanks huh. i went home earlier, only stay one night. (:
unhappy things happen again and again, i nv imagine it will be that worse. hopefully thing like that wont happen to me again! wat the hell. its so unreasonable. pissed off.
ended. in a good way mayb. speechless.
all the best.
i dun hate to be alone anymore. (: