sAd dAy fOr Jing

tOday is 23th of dec.. Jus have a friendly match wit ngee ann.. =) happy cause we have won.. 3-2.. even we never really do well, but happy to win le.. have gain experience ba.. goin to train extra hard for the upcomin north zone i supposed.. also gotta noe our school x-country will be held on 20th jAn.. nOw then i realise i dun have muCh time left tO train for x-cOuntry.. bUt jus dun wiSh tO give up.. will dO my beSta fOr nAtiOnals bA(nn').. currently tis is my 2 li xiAng.. =) tOday bOther by a xin shi.. qUite sAd i cAn say.. am i sensitive? hAi, i am sOrry but i cAnt stOp myself frOm tinkin.. when u sAy 'yes' i am already disappointed.. nOe ya jUs wAn her tO be happy n cHeer her up.. bUt tink in my plAce, will u feel e sAme? reAlly dunno.. ytd nv even sms or chAt in msn.. shOuld i really give up? stOp fAn-ing u? issit really impossible between the two of us le? lOts of lOts of questiOns.. i really miss the time we r together.. xiang hui dao guo qu.. Jing`sAd.. zhen de yAo fAng qI ma? ='( my third li xiAng is "be with ya bAck, hAppy as ever.."