being together.

:) holding on.

Its okay to lose your pride over someone you love,
don't lose someone you love though over your pride.

xoxo.

KOI.

tried my first cup of KOI last night,
plain surprise and really appreciate it :)



KOI~

the sad thing now is i injure my back thigh, they called it ham-spring :(
freaking irritating cause it slow me down.

imagine walking already alil painful,
how about running. :(

:( can this please just heal by saturday?
there's like a full-day volleyball and basketball match coming up, and will really like to work hard for it.

basketball will be up against PA for our second match.
we will need to win to continue, otherwise, we will be out already.
worse still when i play like shit against MOH.

:( need to pay back with 100% efforts this coming sat.
*lets jiayou together girls and prayer on~

so now HAM-STRING can you just be nice and not so annoying BOOHOO.

Never break 4 things in life: Trust, Promise, Relationship, Heart.
They dont mark noise but it hurts . . a lot.

xoxo.

Just the way you are.

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say.

#When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

Repeat #

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Repeat #

awesome song, love it :D

Goodbye without reason is the most painful one;
Love without reason is the most beautiful one.

xoxo.

IFG Capitainball 2010.

one of the very outdated event - IFG Captain Ball, that happen in early October :P
i know October is coming to an end, but at least i got all the photos ready and here you go :)

only photos from the Semi & Finals :)


the TOP 4's team; your truly in .
that's what our captain come up with, he say it means wont tired?
HAHA, if i didnt rememeber wrongly :)


me with captain benny :)
i always think he is a very FUN person :)


beautiful star throphy that i use as a mirror now :P


CHAMP's player.


All star's catcher & tuckmeng.


my team's catcher, yes she is tall.


semi in progress.



the players and supporters.


debrief i guess?
meizhen looking distracted here :P


the fun people,
the craze that continue from bintan i guess HAHAHA :)


3rd from Corporate.


2nd from Individual.


1st from Admin&Finance.

& lastly, a nice team photo to end this year game. :D


& . :D

enjoyed the game as usual,
and one thing for sure, even if it is just an functional game, it's still as competitive.

however for me, process that really matters :)

thats about all.

promise that BINTAN POST be up soon, the uploading of photos that kills :(

"Sometimes you have to forget about what you want, and think about what you NEED."

xoxo.

she say yes.

just today 20/10/2010, i went to Coasta sands chalet with my mum to give my sister a surprise.


and xxb say yes.

happy for both of them, more photos when i have them. :)

P.S. Enjoy your pre-honey moon @ KRABI :) and stay bless.

The hardest words to say are the words that mean the most.

hearing how yaocau propose, it was really hard for him to phrase himself.
touched; & u better treat xxb your best ! :)

xoxo.

give me a break.

it has been long since I use my phone to blog,
but traveling back home from far away clementi, become a good time to really slow things down and pen down how life was.

mood have been pretty much like a roller-coaster;
felt extremely low the past few days, figured out it was the never ending workloads that keep piling no matter how much I work on.
I even stay back late/bring work home to do these days.
FYI, I hate working free OT and as much as I could, will not bring work home :(

apart from that,
was my usual self expectation on myself.
have to admit on the fact that I set high expectation on myself and am pretty much near a perfectionist.
to add on, my strong character really kills if things/myself was not up to what I expected.

thus, you can really imagine how I feel, not good :(

however,someone wake me up from those by telling me that;
I can't expect everyone look/works thing like I do,
some people just want to get things done while I will want things done WELL.
some people just do what they can w/o 100% effort while me, I give it all I can.
hence, when things are beyond my control, I just have to accept the end result, telling myself it has been the best I could get.

as simple as it sounds, it actually set me thinking and see the point.

with that,
I have to really constantly remind myself of this theory.

enough of all this overwhelming emotions I have been going thru.
I know it will just get better.
& I just have to be a stronger self inside out.

now, I am pretty annoyed with my annual party's door gift.
the budgeting, the sourcing of ideal gift and performance is really testing me. :(
pls pray for me on this, I really want 24th November to pass fast boohoo.

on top of it all,
I am glad that I have this mental support at the end of everyday.
*thanks and I really appreciate it :)

so how have your life been? :)

If you can't be with someone during their worst, then you don't deserve to be with them in their best.

P.S. saturday marks the 2nd outing prolly :)

xoxo.

first outing.

went to watch this movie by yangchenling on friday's night.


Child's eyes.

my honest opinion was,
yangchenling was really pretty but the show is not worth -.-
it feel like a comedy then a horror.

rating: 1/5

nothing much to comment for this.

& anyway, i overcome my phobia.
phobia of going out with a guy, i mean just the 2 of us.

i usually dont like to do so, cos no one like feeling un-comfortable.
& honestly, i might just look like a TOMATO standing down there.
in all, i am not very BRAVE when come to such.

so, if i really went out with a guy, just the 2 of us, it usually means i am super comfortable with them or they are my buddy :)

regardless, it went well and everything's fine :)

not too sure what i really want still for now, it doesnt matter yet,
will take a step at a time :)

"Its not about how beautiful the beginning was, its about how we maintain that beautiful beginning until the end."

xoxo.

Amazing race #2 was a success *xoxo.

amazing race #2 ended with a blast :)
everything went thru smoothly and glad that it seemed like everyone have fun.
weather was good too although its alil too hot but at least no raining.

that's when our efforts worth.
come to think of it,
the numerous times to zoo, the plannning, the editing, the misc (food, poster, landyard) all come to a worth.

shall share with your the photos when i have it all :)

meanwhile, share with you guys the peoples who put in their efforts too.
the organisers :)


the amazing bag :)
the landyard are all customize.


Zander and helper aloy & xinyi :)


Yiping and helper Rachel & Jeric :)


Weijing and helper Jackson & tzechia :)


Me and my helper, Tholmas & Ray :)

& not forgetting Josh and esther who's the roaming about team.

the rest of us, will have to take 2 station each :)
a guess on my station?

my #2 station where they solve the entry clue is . . .



Kidsworld Rainforest; yay to getting wet :X

clue given to this station was to make them form a puzzle of this 4person~~





they look scary? yes.

i didnt know Kidsworld will have such scary figures,
they are just located in the house beside the wet play area :)

they are told to find 8 missing words inside the pool before coming back to me to form a sentence with the missing word they find.

most of the team have a hard time finding and end up getting real wet. :P
thanks to Tholmas who manage to hide the word "LIFE" so well.

anyway here's the sentence that they have to plot in the missing word;
"Every story has an end, but in life, every end is a new beginning."
we hidden those word that was italic.

but honestly, the objective of this station is to "GET WET". :P

& my #6 station was . . .


The Great Rift Valley of Ethiopia,
thats where you see alot of Baboons.

& this is Baboons, if you dont know LOLS.




clue given to them to find this station was . . .

"They are placed on graves of dead, their eyes are made of ostrich shell and teeth or bone of ox."

that because aside from baboons, you also will spot this~~



task to do in this station was to be familiar yourself with the artifacts that was all there :)

thats about all for my station, will show your a photo post when i have got all photos ready for this event :)

Now, i have one lesser thing to work on ~ :)
& everything will end in November latest , which i am anticipating it :)
definitely will want to focus on my priority - studies.

as of now, i hoped everything runs smoothly and all's good.

lastly, updates:
-1st match for PSIG Basketball this coming saturday 23th Oct, playing against MOH.
-PSIG volleyball, 30th Oct against HDB.
*wishes all of us lucks for this!

Our lives are books & each day is a page we can't erase but we can still make the next page better.

xoxo.

night view.

spent my weekend in a good way,
rest enough and everything's good.
i slept for a good 16hours before heading to school today :D

here's my night cycling photo to share :)


SUPERB night's view right?

i have a FULL NEW WEEK coming up,
i hoped all goes smoothly.

& forget to mention about my company sending a women's basketball team out for the first time,
lots will be out on 18th october.
*update on this again, but prays for good lot :)

thats about all,
bintan & captainball updates when i get the photos ready.
its hell lot of them~~

Sometimes people put up wall, not to keep people away.
But to see who cares enough to tears those walls down.

i need to go thru this barrier.

xoxo.

another recce session; Night cycling.

cant imagine me working now when i ride my bicycle for 8hours last night.

Night cycling recce from 8.30pm and only reaching home near 6am.
*took a few nice photo, share with your soon.
& today, which is now, i have to work.

barely have any sleep, and i felt that my butt is detach from my upper body.
:( seriously tired & throat feeling unwell.
boohoo~

i better go home and nap soon, so un-bearable.

The best way to avoid disappointment is to not expect anything from anyone.

sometime, i really dont know what i want.

P.S. Amazing race next sat, pray for big success and josh's treat thereafter :P

xoxo.

hectic start of october.

i am glad that i went thru the hectic last week. :)
everything went really well, and yes, i am thankful for it.

if you have already know, i had my 3rd recreational event for my department, bintan team building and a few upcoming event planning to do last week.

my 3rd event to begin with :D


the slides ~


the self make snack by MEIZHEN,
damn cute right? :)




lovely teamies that i will work with til next year april :)
glad to have both of them with me :D


and the supporting colleagues,
the turn up rate was so high this time round :)

hope all of them enjoyed and we are already in the midst of planning for our annual party - the amount of work + things to look into is really alot.
*pray all goes smooth for us :)

regardless, at the end of the day, we just hope that everything turn up well :D

& not forgetting celebrating belated birthday for dearest primary school mate last week before i head to bintan.


dinner at SARANG located @ level 7 of Orchard Central.


food was not too bad, my pick: bottom left.

the price range from $15-$30, which i thought was reasonable.
but for the atmosphere, its worth. :)



me & kat while waiting for our birthday girl~
my big/small eyes, damn obvious :( boohoo.



happy birthday my dear friend :)


13 years of friendship and counting :) *xoxo.

thats about all for now, perhaps a update of my Bintan teambuilding on my next post :)

have a nice weekend !

P.S. night cycling recce later, boohoo. it spell TIRED.

Words dont have the power to hurt you.
Unless the person who said them means a lot to you.

i am really glad that we solved the dispute :)

xoxo.

I hate today.

"Often, we don't know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory."

was it you or me? :(
I don't know how to tackle things between but can't help to feel disappointed/angry.
I don't understand why it can repeatedly happens when it was only at such initial stage.

a very bad tuesday to start with.


P.S. October is hell busy, will upload my bintan trip when I can.

those aside, I really enjoyed the teambuilding over there :)

pls make the blues go away.

xoxo.