white dog, i want to kick you til you fly.

i didnt update here that i have a bad fall last week :(
and now the wound aint recovering and all, its getting worse instead.
damn sad about the scar, both knee, my palm and one near my back.

OMG.

& i fell cause a white little furry dog was running towards me.
damn scare, but i didnt run initially.
it run towards me and we stare at each other,
then the dog got hyper (i dont know why) and run !

so being a VERY-SCARE-DOG person, i run also.

the whole thing sound so dumb when i am typing now.

then i trapped and fall, on those super rough road. =.=

one of my wishlist now: TO KICK A DOG, til it fly. *i am just kidding.

regardless, just noting down one of the funniest yet pain incident that i can laugh back at when read upon. *i foresee people laughing when looking at this screen now.

:( it really hurts though.

anyway, i wont be updating like regularly cause work's giving me a hard time now :( thats if you already know my workload is quite an amount.

& now, bigger responsibilities with additional role and all.

just want to make sure all things turn out well and really want to get used to all this asap.
otherwise it will only get tougher when school start. *cross finger.

a little stress these day, oh.
it will get better, it will right?

P.S. nice to bump into yun just now in train :D

goodnight people.

xoxo.

batam photos!

cant believe my weekend is coming to an end, like a breeze.
:( sunday was spent working from home.

the fact that the recreational team is having a event this coming wednesday, means we are left with minimum thing to get thing done.
lets hope the first event turn out well, so the efforts got pay off :)

come to think about it,
this is really one of the busiest financial year i had.
cant believe we are half way through, like this week is gotta be JULY already.
godness.

FYI, July is your truly's birthday :D

i really have to said that,
i am appreciative for people who remembered & asked me out.
it means something and i really appreciate the thoughts.
though i am surprised some of your remember, plan and all
:) thanks people.

however,
this year i am pretty much NOT going to celebrate it.
cause the fact that its nothing significant and all really.

*dont remind me that i am aging pls.

& if you miss me, here you go :P

my first BATAM trip, definitely not the last :D
























many asked about the hotel room,
so here's a view of it.

FYI, i stayed at Holiday Inn. :)
*formspring me for any queries.







to end with,


vainpot :P

xoxo.

to look back & smile.

i enjoyed my ZOO outing.

it nothing like a date,
but the company matters, more like a professional tourguide he is.
regardless, i enjoyed.

sometime,
its really about how we look at thing from different prospective.

i decide that i will go with this:
"a day by itself, as long as i am happy, nothing else matters."

no one know how long its going to last,
but at least when we looked back,
we smiled.

xoxo.

me.

was blog hopping & come across this particular phrase on one of the blog.

"Never grow too attached to something you've never owned,
because when you lose it, your heart suffers."

hmmm, really confused.
i hate going through this vicious cycle, but its aint easier.
thats when i always tell myself "thing happened for a reason."

.

& today's really not a good day OVERALL.
i dont feel good and yet, i have to take it all coming.

sometime, i know the way i talked look serious and all.
this i really cant help it.

worse when talking to people you are unfamiliar with,
i am too used to being myself.

cause if you have already know,
its just me that when its about work, i tend to be more serious and yes, defensive.

going forward, i better practise self control and all.
though i thought being efficient is all that matters, but in the reality, PR is so damn important.

i hoped i dont lose myself someday.

P.S. pls prays thing goes well for me.

i want a break away from work, saturday & sunday aint enough.

is it really just me? :(

P.P.S. girls, the photo are up in the facebook! *GO GRAB & updates yours also~

xoxo.

Eenie Meenie

*love this song.

:( work and all is getting a lot more hectic, to begin with, i never think the load is in the reasonable range.

yes, just got to keep pushing myself harder.
i hate staying back for those.

its worse now cause of the add-ons, not just the work but together with the responsibility.

just want to whine a little,
i will get back my pace and all will be fine soon. :)

as for my BATAM's photos,
i promised i do it by this week. :D *bet the girl are all busying too.

P.S. TOY STORY 3 is good, i love the potato!

alright, time to go before i cant finish my stuffs.

xoxo.

realisation.

you will come to realised thing happen for a reason & all aint that bad afterall,
trust me, everyone has a down period.

me too,
recovering though.

we just need to put in 200% effort in what you are doing,
and thats if you want to be real happy.

P.S. Batam was a BLAST, i really enjoyed myself.
be back for that.

P.P.S. Happy father's day, love you dad.

xoxo.

"bagpacking"

finally going on a "bagpacking" promise made with the girls when we are like 17s.

"bagpacking" cause we are all going there with our bagpack -.-
haha, i am still deciding handcarry anot.

regardless, i hope the REAL bagpacking come true someday with the girls.
for now, we will settle for this "BATAM".
simply cant wait :) and excited !

so before i go, here's my CAMWHORE after my clubhop - Rebel, Zirca & Shanghai Dolly.




P.S. hope that i really enjoy this trip, AWAY FROM ALL.

will be back on sunday.

xoxo.

out with mary :)

finally got to meet up with . . .


MARY.

your truly.

like after 3weeks our exams ended and we finally got to meet up.
went to haave a miserable dinner at ION.



oh, photo are always deceiving right?



the happy face with the not-so-nice food.

after which, mary went to get this "cute bubble tea".




my new dress from bonito.


xoxo.

workload piles up.

we sorted all things out, told him what triggered all this & heard his explanantion.
i have my reservation on that cause like i mention, the trust is no longer there.

just that,
i believe that by saying everything, its easier for all of us.

regardless, i dont think i need to lose a friend :)

but i make sure my blog dont mention about him anymore, perhaps less often :)

back to my mundane workload,
its getting hectic with all the different commitment from sports comm, the teams and everything.

i hoped i am strong, or as least have the energy to take it all when school starts on the 14th july.
i have seen part of the time table, one word = crazy.
beside, i have to complete my "TO-DO-LIST" before it really starts.

i forseen that my days will be damn tiring by then and obviously cant be bother by things that i shouldnt.
i always set my priorities and this time round, need better management on it.

JULY is going to be a busy month with these coming:
-Sports comms team building *Bintan tentatively
-Amazing Race 2
-Clearance Training
-Post-Call work
-TPSD Recreational's Activities
-Term 1 of School

will continue to work hard in my work + school. :D

xoxo.

we talked.

now that we have talked, its really not that bad.
i can elicit all thats coming and yes, i dont deserve that :)

thanks for people who told me that,
cause it relates to me completely.

:) gladful for it all.

xoxo.

that eyecandy.

eyecandy can just make you go gaga.

hahaha. =x

which?

i am trying my best, cause i don't want friends who care to be disappointed in me when they know i looked back.

in fact, 100% agreed that i'm doing the right thing.

its especially hard during weekend & night,
but i am just gotta keep moving.

*thanks for the people along my way, i always appreciate it really.

good thing is sis is back to accompany me.
you never imagine how long we can talk, sometime til 3-4am.

& just yesterday we fetch her from airport & headed to ikea,
i anyhow-ly brought a cabinet *again cause i have 40buck voucher expiring soon.

i hope i put it to good use :)

& thanks sis for the forever 21's buy,
if i have the chance, i will surely go there and shop.
its so much more cheaper there, cannot believe it :(

Now, i need to decide on my pick for Burberry since sis is going there and euro is dropping. suggestion?


i think i quite like the one on the right :D
NICE?


& i seriously want an iphone.
question is 3GS or 4G?

cant wait for JULY to come, its your truly's (ME!) birthday.
nothing big but as least by then, i know i am further from what i am now AND bonus ! :D

xoxo.

Catch Toy Story 3 Movie starting from 17th June 2010 and join the official Facebook and Twitter page!

if you are not aware, this movie is hitting singapore soon.
seriosly, this remind me of childhood.
& if you remember, macdonald's happy meal have their toys last time and its so POPULAR!


yes, this is what i am talking about: TOY STORY 3.

remind you of your childhood's days? yes?

as much as it reminds me of wonderful childhood memories,
i will definitely want to watch their movie!
what's more is that THEY HAVE NEW CHARACTER which is all so cute!

i am gotta share my favorite toy story characters & scene on the trailer !!

First on characters *drum rolls. . .


MY PICK - KEN.

not only because he is a handsome TOY,
he is also hilarious when he mention that he is "not a girl's toy",
the scene where there's music coming out where he met barbie is also funny, yet kind of sweet.

& not forgeting his house where there's he came down by a auto-lift to welcome the toys. *it's cool althought the house is like so small. LOL.

its just that watching the trailer, KEN gave me a deeper impression as a whole.

aint you interested about whats going to happen to him and barbie in the movie?

with that being said, you would have guess my favourite scene . . .

which is . . .


BARBIE & KEN's first time seeing each other.
*did i think too much or KEN is indeed blushing in this scene.
kind of rosy/red cheeks?

to refer to the scene i am talking about. . .
you can watch the TRAILER just here!



lastly,



“Catch Toy Story 3 Movie starting from 17th June 2010 and join the official Facebook and Twitter page!”

ginger, i have got you at least. :)

this is the GINGERBREADMAN i have been talking about.

isn't it cute?!
okay i have got 2 of it now. :D

it come with a sound like "ah ya ya ya ya."

really love it, my happy pills.

IKEA later, :)

xoxo.

memories remain as it is.

staying firm.

even if the facebook message you sent make me weaken a lil,
cause it remind me of what we had,
i am still going to move on.

you are always good at talking, to everyone.
so to me, even if you say i am not, i still felt like i am "just any other girl".

no longer want to feel insignificant in your life &
its just that . . .
the trust is no longer there.

i don't need a listening ear when i can rely better on myself,
you make me learn this and do it even better than the past.
this you know better than anyone else.

honestly, i dont hate him, its just that we will talk when i can treat him as a friend and nothing else.

memories always make people want to look back,
but this time round i want it to stay as memories.

NEED TO GET OUT OF SINGAPORE.
*batam on 19th June is 90% confirmed.

i cant be more happy than that, cause, that's his important day and i don't want to know anything about it.

him & i are just two parallel line now.

alright, time to go train & SLIM DOWN.

xoxo.

twitter contest :)

i won in one of the twitter contest held by theblogshop and got myself this . . .


it hasnt reach me yet, this is the picture send by them.
i almost post with my address on, PHEW.

its supposed to be a surprise present for winning that contest,
i will share with your the surprise once i receive it ok :D

*loves surprise, always do!

brighten my day somehow. :)

P.S. dont worry about me friends, i am coping well :D never underestimate one determination when she set in doing something.

xoxo.

hearts.

a simple gathering after so long & 6 of all turned up.
aww, it's feel nice to catch up & all. *loves!

goood enough that i bring my camera with me these days, its photo again :)




the individual shots!




the double shots!




3 + 3 = 6 :D

an impromptu meet up can only turn out well if we all really want to meet.
show the effort isnt it :)

am really glad that we girls can still talks like we are now. :)

& now i cant wait for B A T A M !
pls GMH okay ! lols!

P.S. hearts you girls just like how we are in secondary school. :)

xoxo.