REALITY.

unable to upload more of the new year photo cos it in jie's camera, faster come back and safe trip. :)

today school was really demoralising, IB repot have to like do a BRAND NEW ONE.
INDIA - Textile industry is really driving me nuts. and listening to teacher's cruel remarks are really unbearable.

worse when i didnt catch any sleep the previous night. how torturing can it be, both mentally and physically. i'm glad that i went through my tormenting lesson today.

well, enought of the DOWN part cos i really dont feel good from any of those. :(
hais. 26 more days.

and i promise myself all activities got to stop by sunday.
i am still okay with meet up but no more ton-ing to morning session please. (:

alright.
nths more to say, except that i am really affected - SO MUCH.

sometime i really wonder.

reality hit me once again, only in a harder way.
i will go through it. am still the happy me. [:

CHINESE NEW YEAR (:

chinese new year have been a simple but a joyful one, cos i am able to see my cousins from malaysia and him. :D

:) nothing can make my day better than that.
i am already missing the three cousin of mine. i shall go back to KL to visit them whenever i am free. aww :(

NEW YEAR EVE.
steamboat - with mine and jie's favourite TOMYAM soup base.
and mum is so sweet to have brought me and jie an identical pyjames - MICKEY MOUSE. thats so "tong nian" but everything from mum is still the best (:
painted our nail red and went to sleep with out nail smudged. NICE ONE.

anyway, i will force jie to take photo with me SOON with our identical pyjames. wahaha. i bet it will look GORGEOUS okay!

NEW YEAR 1ST DAY
didnt went to JB this year as we will afraid of JAM. so head straight to my aunt house, which is the only house i have to visit every 1st day of new year. BUT this year is an exceptional, we still went to my uncle's condo.

and the nicest thing about new year is seeing those relative we seldom get to see. its like sort of gathering.

saw my nephew and realised i am "gugu" already. LOLS. it still sound funny to me. but my nephew and niece are all DAMN CUTE. as well as my three COUSIN.

alright, i have to say that i love baby. :) and i scare dog. this is so random.

CHINESE NEW YEAR 2ND DAY
visited my aunt's house(dad side) and got to see dad. :) he forbid me to drive his car :( oh my, my licence is rotting away.

there, see alot of kids again. the photo(s) will tell later.
and talk to my aunt(s) about my university plan, all encourage me to take up local. but i already decide SIM-UOL will be my decision, so pray that it works for me. i will not disappointed dad&mum.

and this new year, i guessed the most meaningful thing was to visit my grandmum and grandfather at the cemetry. it's just meant something to me. :)

apart fom those visiting, i have to say i must avoid playing of blackjack and inbetween. NO LUCK on cards but MAHJONG was a GOOD GAME.
i still prefer mahjong to cards. but no excessive gamling as it is bad for me but just for the fun sake. (:

oh ya, i ride "PICNIC" once again to suling's house. she is such a nice host and a funny one. stop laughing at PICNIC okay :)

:) i am looking forward to this sat and sun visiting, tuition, outing with nora and mayb MAHJONG. :P as of now PROJECT. 3 more project. ohmy.

and mary remind me its 27days to graduration. CANT WAIT for that. :p

anyway, i screwed up my presentation today where i paused for quite some time. real SAD. i hope it doesnt affect much of my grades, i still want to gradurate in a BEAUTFUL way in term of my grade.

i pray that "MS TEO will be a GOOD IN GIVING ME NICE GRADES".

that about all, i felt that this post is BORED. which is becos the owner is feeling that way as well.

MSG TO xuexue.
dont tell me disappointment when i am more disappointed in you.
and dont keep saying we are talking about the "PAST" when you only hear from ONE SIDE. this really irritates me and i wont explain further either.
i been trying to be patient enough and i think it have wasted much of my time.
you should know me well and judge all you want.

i am sorry to have used my blog in this way. POLLUTION.

aright photo(s) loaded.















oh ya today i receive a mail - unexpectedly.
stop making me feel guity in treating you this way. but still thanks for the surprise lar. you always made me contradict myself. BOO.

and ya. ending with a picture drew by QUEEN OF PROPS - MARY.





somehow the drawing meant as a part of memories. :) gussed i will miss them when we gradurates :)

FRAGMENTED like AS IF.

after much thinking, i agreed with yun that i shouldn't pollute my blog. :)

for all i know, think in whatever way you want and you said FRAGMENTED when you dont even know anything/everything. ya, let it be.

like my email mentioned, i wont defend myself/ourselves. so yes, it shouldnt continue here in my blog. and as far as i am concerned, my blog is not a TOOL for all this rubbish.

and i simply cant be bother like what the rest of the vgals aint as well. so ya FULL STOP to all this okay.

i am guilty for not going to school today :(
nothing much for today except that met up with bestie. :)

i will always be at your side no matter what others got to say. furthermore, i think you did nothing wrong. on a happier note, lets play vball tgt soon okay :) and ongrats on getting 2nd for ivp. :D and BLOG ok.

photo(s) from my email. see the BIG difference.
















i think the ouyang zhenghua one rocks.
:) NEW YRS = HONG BAO & NO SCHOOL.

and ya, my cousins are coming tmr, cant wait to see them :)

ShoppingSpree;Pull&Bear.

i finally got my new year clothes althought its not the desired "black qi pao" cos honestly, i couldnt find nice qi pao and so is jie.

so this year clothing is settled at PULL&BEAR. one of my favourite store even since nora introduced me to it.

brought this denim dress which i am quite satisfied with. apart from this i brought another grey short - yes no link to new yr and furthermore a very nice tote.
yes spending again - in a ridicious way =x and today damage = $140.
good job JT. you shall be very broke soon.

still i love the dress. its hard to shop nowadays cos like i say most of the day are MOODLESS due to the stress i am facing.

and IB test today was a GOOD GAME. it turned out to be difficult unexpectedly.
alright shouldnt let it affect my chinese new year. and what could be better when i am having one more project submission this friday.

nyp always dont allowed me to spend my new year in a peaceful way! 3years consecutively.the chinese new yr period = poject(s) & exam(s).
this yr is worse with the bombastic exams dates that cant be more close. boo.

apart from my shitty state, my HRM skit role play still make my day. i think it turn out quite well. thank to Mary's TV, and guojie microphone which turn out to be olympic touchlight as mentioned by angie.

all in all, i enjoyed the last skit i have to act in my poly.
thanks for the fun. and now, the photos. yea, memories!



guojie's creation= microphone which seemed like olympics touchlight to Angie. i laughed when angie said that during the roleplay.



the medals; part of the props.



the main lead of the roleplay : BAWANG. thanks jie. =x



the video-camera CANON okay.



featuring MARY who is titled the QUEEN OF PROP(s)
she make the incredible look alike TV. amazingly nice!









see y classic expression! :P






its all of us with MARY.





us with ur HRM teacher;Ms Diana.



last but not least, cameraMAN hong jingting.

and i am meeting up with nora soon, our first time watching CHINGAY. lols. imu la. thanks for the post. appreciate it. :D

anyway dearest vgal, how's the new year visiting plans?! can we meet up more EASILY. such a problem to organise. tsk.

thats about all. days are too busy and stressful for other matters. thing shall remain as it is and i cant be more happy than now.

oh ya, i am just told few days ago that i have some hidden top fan of my blog. still, i cant be bother.

and okay for now, no macdonalds til NEW YEAR. confirmed.
on a happier note: NEW YEAR IS JUST 4 DAYS AWAY. =P

BUGIS. MOODLESS.

i hate to study so much. as much as you can think of, but its a NEED - i know #$%^&

sian sian sian. it just killed all my shopping mood.
today trip was a meaningless one cos i brought nothing except for some really nice JCO donuts. and there goes my diet haha.

and it remind me that i have not brought anything for this year chinese new year.

i hope jie find some nice qi pao. yes, i am gg to wear that for this year, if we can find nice one. furthermore, it will be identical one(s). like banana in pyjames, woohoo. jie suggest that, and i say i am willing to wear as long as it is in black colour. so shall really wait and see. :)

anyway, i have to say ytd i eat MACDONALD nugget meal and hotcake meal. really cant resist the temptation.

but, i promise to slim down before my graduration day okay! :P

hais, totally no mood. blame it on the period or rather the stress i am facing.

pls let me enjoy my new year although project are like a mountain HIGH.
and prays for tmr HRM skit to work well cos i put in more effort than the rest.

thanks to sis's BAWANG shampoo for the much needed inspiration. :)

okay i got nothing better to blog cos i nv take photo nowadays even for today outing with jie and jie's bf. cos like i say MOODLESS. :(

backed to my IB notes. a huge 9 chapter. i am facing my doom tis wednesday. pray for me. :( if only my brain are wikipedia. ya, IF ONLY.

anyway, listen to this song. damn NICE. and i love the gal.



this feel like a happy love.
anyway i went to bugis and see those zodiac sign. its somwhow means NO LOVE ha. okay so true.

SSC.

ytd SSC was quite alright. but i guess one shouldnt frequent there too much cos will get bored easily. lols.

store visited : Giant; mum's fav lols, and its nice to dump thing into the trolley without paying woohoo. =x
Fish&Co; Jie's treat $90 plus over and the food is honestly not as nice. mum still prefer Manhattan.
Diaso; brought nothing there.
Esprit; all past season clothing; brought nothing there as well.
Cotton On; still nothing.

other stores there are : Ajisen, Beauty Language (Parfum store), Bodyshop, Citispa, and one thing i notice - NO ATMs.

recently really lacks the mood to shop. and worse of all, i haven buy any new year clothing. but come to think of it - i still have loads of new one(s) so doesnt make a difference.

and honestly must start saving. cos i am starting to feel broke. lols. thats very bad la.

alright, it's weekend once again means i have to really chiong for project. damn bored. can you imaging my tight schedule?!

monday, HRM project.
wednesday, IB Test 30%.
Friday, PFP projct.

two word : kill me. argh!

and WUMING must be JING BAO. i knew it. lols. come challenge arcade again! :p

-michelle: what course are you in lols, did you take the bridging test? i gg to register soon. :D

SIM-UOL : Econs and Finance (Part Time)

no school today, i mean i free myself from school today. guilty to have skip two IB tutorial consecutively.

alright and its 40 more days to go.

and did i say "my exams time table sucks" the 5 papers are just separate by a weekend. meaning i will have 2 paper day by day and 3 in a row. *roll eye.

i am sure gg to collapse and died of tiredness, cos i always study overnight for exams - due to last min. :P tsk.

so anyone want date me out to study tgt. more than willing. how bout my study khaki huang AHBU? or perhaps vgals?

lols, last sem still got beijing 2008 during my exams, so i can watch while studying. this time round i guess no nice shows.

and my exams period are 19, 20, 23,24 and 25 feb. GG and god bless me pls. :D and friends, it mean NO PLAY during this critical period.

anyway, i am signing up for SIM-UOL already; econs and finance most probably. it will be part time degree so i could start earning some money to contribute to my family.

the current situation doesnt allow me to study local university. i honestly need to earn my own living. :) i believe the experience gain during my part time degree will be a bonus as well.

alright thats about all, off to Sembawang Shopping Centre now with mum and rest.
its nice to have a good sis and good sis bf tgt. woohoo.

period sucks big time and is killing me. :( why guy dont come period as well.

it is always the worse of all. i hate period!

so much MEMORIES. i will miss all of you.

ytd was my official tender of resignation for ESPRIT.
one thing for sure : it's really hard to part with all of them.
and when angie give me that lasthug and wishes for all my best, the tears nearly dropped. she is really the best manager i come across apart from yampheng.

i will miss the gossiping with nora, jaycee, siti and ann.
i will miss the changing of maniques and teasing of "my friend" - beloved sue.
i will miss the folding of table(s) of shirt while complaining about customers.
i will miss the daily morning briefing which i always listen and eat my titbits at the same time.
i will miss the celebrations of differebt occasion - d&d, potluck, newton circle supper, christmas, new year and all.
i will miss listening to auntie lili complaining and always giving me sweets.
i will miss tagging the clothes and doing the lots of transfer tgt with nora.
i will miss mummy IVY and prince when she is back from her maternity leave.

all in all, i will missed all the moment i have in Esprit Centrepoint for this one and a half yrs.

THANKS to all of you for all this while. and the memories is gg to stay with me forever. this i am sure.

and for NORA, i will definitely stay in contact with you. and for sure, i will miss you more than anyone else.

parting is always sad. :( i so want to cry now. hais. alright enought.

and, ytd was finally meet up with dawny after so long.
am always happy to meet up old friends once in a blue moon.
especially those u wanted to make the effort to stay in contact.
thanks for the meet up. :D more to come alright? :)

things brought are : NEW MOON, ECLIPSE. oh my! this make my day althought i am still feeling sad for the resignation.

other than that was a ipod shuffle cover. that's all. disappointment cos i cant find any nice clothing. :(

after that, was midnight cycling to sembawang to meet joanna and yun with my blue PICNIC. *stop laughing both of your. i know its somehow funny but i really need to make use of my bike before it rot died at home. ha!

and for me to ride down all the way, the only conclusion reached is : joanna is a nutcase. c'mon. "just dont have any regrets." and i somehow know you can overcome all those. :) all the best la silly.

and not forgeting yun is really an ass. for being so last min arrangement on my planned meet up so i decided to not meet her in the evening. :X

BUT being a good-TEMPERED gal. i forgiven her.
i know i have been short-tempered recently or even since that accident - but well, am trying to control & maintain :D

shall see how it goes but still, dont test the fire.

i guess i own an apologies to those who kana my un-reasonable attitude. SORRY!
sorry JING BAO. nontheless, you are still in TOP 5 :D

Today, was the resumed back of my tuition lesson. 1st lesson after so many cancel one(s). and did i mention my student gotten an A1 for her POA. so proud of her and myself :P

and for me to end, i am going to announce that "I AM GRADURATING ON 25TH FEB unofficially". for that, i will endure and hang on til the very last min :) and i really cant wait for that 41days.

pls pray for me. - for good grades and enough stamina to last til then.

alright photos taken.





this is what we saw outside takashimaya. can you image the door breaks?





me and dawn.



my xmas gift from retail manager. CELIA & MADDIE. :)

trust me, esprit is really a nice company to work with. except for the paywise :(
if not for my graduration, i will nv quit.

imu ESPRIT CP2.

WOW.

daily 11pm = sleep.
or 12pm is better lols. i am so not used to sleep early.

but i guess i need to adjust to a healthy life style.

and thanks all my friend for being so concern about my 'cooking egg experience' lols. i know i sound dumb.

alright. heading to sleep already.

can i not take back ramesh's test paper tmr. i know its doom.

Fightless Bird American Mouth

i just love this song - SO MUCH.
yes, twilight madness. but the song is really POWER, at least to me.
it felt like a sad first love. :(

the lyrics is meaningful. and if your rmb, it is the song played at the prom night.

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down

BURNED POT.

burned pot. alright, i admitted that i doesnt know how to cook an egg. yes as simple as it sound, i just forget how to cook it.

i thought egg is like maggi mee so i just crack it and put it in a pot, without any water cos i want EGG-DRY. only did i know, i need to put oil and must fry it on an frying pan.

so it means GG. like what my title implied. should have took photos of the pot, damn CLASSIC.

but, i honestly remember i do know how to cook egg years ago.

but today, i burned my pot and make the egg kind of stick on it. have a hard time cleaning it with the thoughts of throwing it away already.

thanks to yun's idea of cooking myelf. see i told you :[

for the sake of my diet, i am stopping myself for the cravings of macdonald. which i very much have the urge of dialing 6777 3777.

ultimately i maintained and control it and just eat peanuts.
i am like - "PEANUTS" leh. fine.

okay thats my happening cooking experience.
and for that, i will not head to the kitchen to cook anything else except for maggi mee from now onwards.

projects are half way done and resume are edited.
i cant wait for 28feb to come.

happy as ever. just too free nowadays.
creation of flying pig. haha.

IPHONE dies.

my iphones dies on me.
meanwhile, my new number = died.

so pandon me for no-replys and not answering calls cos eventhough the line get through i see nths on my screen.

brought it for barely 3 months and already giving me problem. tsk.

lastly, i hate to do project(s).

photo taken ytd.









i already tried to breke the barrer but if you still want to avoid. i cant do anything much.

i am glad you no longer affect me that much :] yes. waste time.