babies~ lovely!~

i am goin to get over it and done with. =D no worries.

my life is full with family, him, work, vOlleyball and sleep now~

shift is out. monday shift always seEn to be longer. i am goin to miss trainin~ not again!~ damn it. i really felt guilty. furthermore IP is comin up. it's on the 26th of octOber. omg~ grant me 10 days a week or rather 48 hours aday. ok, i shall be relistic :)

here some cUte photo of baby to share =D











thats about all. love those pic. cutie!!

photos photos photos

a recent photo. =)

HIM lo~ cap cap cap!!

AJISEN~ first time eatin there together. his first time eatin AJISEN and mine is the second time lOls.

wanted to go sentosa one day~

holidays.~~

finally backed to blog. lack of the feelin to blog recently but here am i now, together with the blogging feelin~ haha.

have been playin volleyball and wOrkin recently. wOrked at bishan today, quite fun and at least the crowd there is more as compared to alot others red earth stOre. and there cOmes my commission. wOrk OT at nOrth point today, omg~ really no crowd at all. still, i managed to close some sale. =D all the way. til now, love this job. been learnin things everyday. new thing, new experience. love it!
i missed trainin today and the whole of last week. full of guilt. :((

thinking backed haven been spending quality time with him. things we do in hOliday.
1-watched VCDs at home.

he choose some chinese show and i choose "SHE's the MAN". as expected, mine is much much nicer than his vampire chinese shOw =P he is outdated OK. pray he dun see this. lOls. =X

2-went different place to eat.
ajisen, a kopitiam near my house, somerset there, bishan etc. omg~ gettin fat. i remember eatin loads of mac this few week. fries are my favourite but i hate the fats that come along with it. how? and he is not controllin me

3-i cant really remember~ but he has been pickin me up from work more often. good sign huh? make sure this last. i am happy again lala~

seriously, being with him has been a habit. and i hoped he enjoy every moment like i do. i am sure he did la. =P

gOing out with the nv-fail-to-make-me-smile him tml~ make it a fun day for me.

i realise this holiday i have not meet any violents gals. sorry gals.

will post some of my recent photo. finally photos of my recent lOok. =) one nose, two eye and one mouth. haha~ tat's was rubbish.

tat's all. take care all. last but not least.
all the best to SAB, AHBU and MICHELLE. heard bout the thailand trip this friday, wishes your all the best =D

nice nice nice!

omg. fairytale. bo bo lAnd? lOls.


sweet!! love it.

wOn the friendly match today. enjoys!~ sorry gals bout the bbq thing. =P

studies. work.

blog blog blog =)

i finished the three days trainin of rEd earth. the third day is the most interestin i must say. as it's finally haNd on~ =D fun. we learn about the make up all this. apply foundation, eye shadow and so on. but befOre make up trainin. we was taught about the eye brow trimmin. was kinda fun. aNd i trim my virgin eyebrow. lols. it was pain but worth it. agreed that it look better =D i really enjoy the last trainin. no theroy, =X FINALLY.

started my first day of work at Jurong pOint. i enjoyed. learn alot of new stuff. the time pass fast and i can always try out cosmetic. my superviser was jasmine. she's great. felt comfortable workin with her, no stress =) i remember helpin one customer draw eye liner, omg! my first time but the effect was not bad. and i close this sale =D

my second day was at bisHan. was fun though. nothing much. and the sale is good man. that's good~ my commission. lala~

til now, i enjoyed workin but i am workin only 8 out of 18 day this month.
hopefully next month will be a better one. i wan to earn more money before school reopen.

about my results. was still alright, hope to score better the next smemester.
my gpa was 3.1 plus. didnt remember the exact figure. =P
i got one A, two B+, one B, one C and one C+
yep, enough of studies. now waitin for my time table to be out.

wat to say, holiday was quite well spent =D

anyway, i feel the feelin comin back. tats should be the post feelin HJ say. argh~ hate it. tryin to move on. sure to do tat. =) ahbu!! MOVE ON!

tat's about all. Take care all.

woman formula.

decided to post this funny formula. anyone agree. i dUn!!

red earth trainin

i want to say bout the trainin =D

DAY 1-
it was from 2-6pm. kinda bored cause it's about theroy. learn alot bout skin care product and also their history like tat. wats interestin is that the person actually throw to us some question and i was havin ? in our head. i jus make some wild guesses afterall =P. some Of the part timer really noe quite alot bout skin care product. ok, i give an examle.

QUESTION
u use finger or cotton pads to apply toner onto your face?

EXPECTED ANSWER
some say finger some say cotton pads.

CORRECT ANSWER.
dry skin people is better to use finger as the finger will absOrb 50% of the toner.
oil skin people can use cotton pads as cotton pads does not absorb anything at all. cause it's not a living thing.

another thing i know is to apply toner in downward and outwards motion. no circular motion.

omg! i really know nuts bout all this skin care etc. disaster! but at least i am trying to learn n understaNd now. ya, tryin. =P

DAY 2-
it's a long day =( 10am-6pm. however in between we was given a 2 hr break. but it's at boOn keng, the 2 hr was obviously wasted cause we only spend one hr to eat and the another hr we jus go back n slack there. -_-" boon keng have nowhere to shop, tat's y!!

morning was about the operation briefing. we know which is our main outlet. i will be mostly at jUrong point. -_-" not near but it's ok. workin is like tat, at least its better than bugis? bugis is the further place i have work. anyway, if any of ur wan to buy things, buy from me. cause i am earnin abit of commision. =D thanks!! after that was theroy again, this time round is on make up stuffs. =) tat's the end.

seriously i learn ALOT. n i am getting pretty interested =P
hope things goes well ba. comin monday will be my last trainin and hopefully i can start wOrk asap. lala~ i am loving it~ it seen like i am getting over it. ya, slowly.
tml accompanyin him to interview, hope it's successful for him. make him earn some money for me to spend. =P not wOrkin on sat n sUn~ anyone wan to come out?

tats about all. take care~ =)

volleyball!~

UPDATE!!

anyway, i decide not to post things bout my relationship here anymore. cause at this moment things may go smooth for us but another moment we are break. so i just kept it to myself. -_-" felt irritating cause things is always chnaging for us. anyway, we are still together. but like i say, it may change at the next moment. who's noe? so mayb just pray for me~

vOlleyball-
i was not selected ytd. it was the last selection. the feeling jus sucks. cant really describe, disappointed, sad or mayb anger or jus a mixture of those. for this past few months, i went to trainin regularly but this make me feel even more unfair. wats the use of goin trainin? i really dun understand.

y must they give empty promise but at the end of it, they just say a few words to put an end to their empty promise. is this how they settle it. i wasnt mentally prepared. not at all i should say. all i noe is they assured us we will be goin. but now? ya, everyone will say the world is unfair. the reality is harsh. wat else can i do, i am really tryin hard to get over it and done with.

huijun told me i need nOt say anything to those that are in the Main 12 cause they will never understand how i feel. and she told me bout her story and alot more. it did enlighten me in some wAy and i believe she did understand hOw i really feel. she told me nO matter how hard i tried to get over it, it will at least take a few month. and there will be post feelin. jus hate all this feelin.

but afterall i did not shed a tear for this matter, i tried to hold back every single tear that nearly fall down. cause it's not worth it, not worth it for those few word they say. i really tried my best and since i am not selected for wateva reason. i shall just admit i am jus not good enough. still, i tink it's unfair. i cant say it out here. those close to me will noe. still, i wish them all the best. =)

bu an sab, if ur will to reAd this. jus to let ur nOe i jus need some times to get over it. after this, i will be fine. remember [Once a team mate, forever we are]. all the best to both of ur ba. =D

wOrk-
it's my last day at x sQuare todAy. it's a last min decision cause my interview at reD earth was successful and i was inform to atteNd the trainin from tml onwards. kinda lookin forward to it. =P new experiencE. but i felt guilty for jus leavin like tat. my manager dun seen to bE very hAppy, but he say he will respect my dEcision. hais, damn she bu de my colleges. this three months plus workin there sure have feelin for the shop and the people over there le. they are all very nice people. =(( i prOmise i will surely go back n visit them!! MISS!~
thanks for teachin me so mUch and bringing me jOy. =D

tats about all. quite a long post. i wanted to stopped playin volleyball for the moment. i suddenly have this feelin. hais. see, the feelin is comin again!! wateva, will blog soon =)

the fifth dAy~

backed-
wOrkin 5 days this week. but i kinda feel better this way. it's stop me from thinkin and contactin him in some way. i feel like changin to a higher pay job and my fren have lobang. how??

hais. it's been the fifth day. the longest one i had. i wan to went through all this but some how my heart dun agree with it. omg~ i really feel bad!! anyone, just tell me wat to dO. ways to forget true lOve? let nature take its course. i am trying to let things be the ways it wants. but it's hurts. now i understand how hard is it to forget one u really lOve. :(

havent been touching vOlleyball for 2 week i guess. my touch? hope it's still there. real loOkin forward to this comin sat trainin. wOrk hard, all the way.

i have been spending muCh this week. things i have brough in this week.
1` twO forever 21 shirt
2` one m)phosis knit jacket
3` twO pUre milk shiRt
4` twO tank tOp
5` one shoe
6` one oRange bag
i felt guilty but it's my way to dote myself after wOrkin for the month. i am trying to sAve~ really =P i will limit myself next time. if not, my bank will help me when it's reaches its maximum ($0.00) haha, by then i will be so pathetic la. but still, shoppin really bring jOy. (:

i am wondering how i should get over all this. i am good at tellin peOple wat to dO but when its my turn, i am jus at a lOss. hais. kinda useless issnt it?

tat's about all. feel like posting some random picture.
MEET UP VIOLENTS GALS, 257, eileen and kAtherine!!~