its time to give up.

sOrt out my thoughts. i m nOt gOin to affect my priority. i have my stAnd. =D relieved. i choose to face e reality thought harsh. i will get over it.
fRiday always seen like a weekeNd, lessons are short n times passes real fast. =) i Love weekend. one shall learn hOw to relax. jUs like me, bUt i m nOt slackin =X.
bUt~ homeweek for this week is oMg. i did better rUsh finish them asap. we missed two poa lesson this week. kinda worried for this. i want to score in this sUbject. k, enOught of studies. i m gOin to play bball later. i jUs want exercise actually. i missed vOlleyball. hopefully my touch is there.
-sUperstAr-
diAo. guessed wat. weicOng is out. dAMn unbelieveable, he is sUrely better than jAsOn in anyway. haha, jOjO nearly cried last night. silly gal!~ jUs cant figUre out y jAson kept enterin rOund by rOund when i think he shall lOng been out. argh~ its wasted. saw Hagen ytd at tV. n magazine-i weekly have them too. haha, hAgen n silver. unexpected. wateva~ jUs hOped kelly, derrick, candyce n jUn yang will be e last two finalist. JiayOu all e way. i lOve kelly's vOice. *thumb uP.
enjOy bits n pieces of my life. tC all. finally i get over it. mayb wat violents gals sAy is right. one mUs learn to let gO at times. i have learnt tis.

things have changed.

things have changed.
Tinkin of alots recently, yet i have nOt figure ouT anythings. in facT, nths cOme out from my mind. And One thing fOr sure-i hate gUessin, its definately nOt my gAme.
always tellin myself i will jUs wan to fOcus in vOlleyball n studies. bUt sOme hOw i m bein distracted. jUs by myself. i cAnt stand myself at times. n i have a hard time expressin myself in certain wAy. =( wat is this craps!~ argh. this is nOt e way i wAn. deep within i have alOads Of words tO sAy. aLoads!
went to trainin ytd n was real tired. my homeworks~ -_-" i hate to be a O-level student. stress n Jus stress. bUt i will get over it sOon. study programme have started. english, cHem, maths etc. hopefully it helps. i dUn wan my effort to be gOne dOwn e drain. never.
have been very crazy recently in scHool. but tat will only be reCess or rather those free preriOd. Other than tat, i m On the study tracks fOr suRe. play sOccer at class today, n its fUn. bUt~ its definately nOt suitable fOr gals. i knOcked my head on e table edge n a bUm wAs there nOw, nOt obviOus bUt its pAin~ sIan diao.
things have changed bUt i m still e sAme. i wAn to be happy always. a smile will help. i hOped u r dOin well. tC loads everyone. bEst of lUcks.
i m never good at wORds.

HAGEN~

shuai!~ the wordin somehow destroy e picture. bUt nvm the face is still clear. lOve it. thankss to chel. sponser of pic. argh~ rOx!

figure out finally.

jus another sAt. a bOrin sAturdAy.
nO trainins today n nO one gOin back to smb. nO lifE~ wateva mayb its nOt suitable to be playin now.
cOnfused. hope to figure it out asap. but i sOme sOrt tink i have figure it oUt. dO i? wateva~ i dUn wan to bother wit it. let things be e wAy it will be. i m mOvin on like i used to. my pAce.
talked bout ytd. have been enjOyin myself cause i m bUrnin away my fats by playin basketball. exercise~ great! cause nO ppl wan to becOme fat. hopefully i will grow taller toO. =P see i m walkin hard towards my goAls.
missed my vOlleyball. tats my dAy, bOrin n lifeless dAy. gotta dO my work later. all e way~

jUe dUi superstAr.

sOng deleted. =( i wAnted to change soNgs bUt actually fOrget hOw to. wAnted to changed tO Lin Jun Jie-dOu jiAo yOu tiAo. nIce sOng. if nOt jiu shi wO-lin Jun Jie sOng also la. but~ its actually sOng Hagen sing dUrin cOmpetitiOn lA. oOps~
ok, shAll sAy sOmething tAt i m gOin craZy over yTd. hAgen!!~ dAmn shuai, yet aloads keep insultin him, sAYin tat he loOk like gAy?! definately disagree!~ as nO gay loOk so shuAi, stylish etc. he jUs dance better tats y. lOls, admit tat i wAs kinda crazy over him. jUs find him excellent. bUt his perfOrmance yTd was so sAd. i mean he lOok sAd. wateva it is, he tried his best sO lets pRayed fOr him to gO into e sEmis. really hOpe so. if nOt derrick. JiayoU n prAy hard fOr them =D. all e wAy. but i prefer HAGEN of cause. =P
tOday gOt to wAtch e gAls rOund. =) vOte fOr kelly n chanel. i tink i m gOin crazy over sUperstAr. bUt i really like to see them perfOrmin. i lOve music~
shall end here. will fix back my sOng asap. all e best to HAGEN!!
tc all my friend. *smiles!~

new blOg

nEw blOg skin agAin. uPside dOwn mE, kindA nice n simple. n e sOng-EveryTime i add myself, lOve it.
have been qUite sOme time sInce i blOg. gOt nO moOd fOr blOggin, bUt still i like to change to nIce n meaninfUl blOgskin. in fACt i m lAzy tO online nOwadays. sO bored.
chinese O`level have finAlly ended, -_-" bUt~ i tink i wOnt Get wat i expected. hAis, nOw cAn jUs prAyed fOr a B3. i dUn wAn to retAke. nV pls! sinCe its Over nO use sAyin sO all e best to Me bA. =) its only a fEw months mOre to o level, shALL reAlly mUg haRd. i will tRy nO matter wAt. *stRivin hArd. nOt mUch to sAy le, hereby all e bEst to all my fRiends. enJoys e remainin tImes together esp-viOlents gALs.
anYway, i missed vOlleybAll. tink my tOuch is kindA decreasin le. cOach sAy need to uSe some speciAl trAinin to get bAck. lOls, bUt its understAndable to deprOve with e lAck of trainin. (><,) nevertheless, nv will we give uP. =) tATs all, seein cOach todAy. =D yeAP!~ tC all.

phOto.uS.

JingTing_*JingfEn_*

xUe xUe b`dAy celebrATion. cheers~

=)a sPeciAl n meaningfUl dAy tOday. cauSe its rAre tAt all viOlents gAls gather tOgether excEpt sUling. wE celebrated Our belOved xUe xUe b`dAy. sUling hAve to wOrk, nO chOice. hAha, bUt understAndin de wO men wOnt blAme her. =D afterall, as lOng as xUe xUe enJoyed. oUr effOrt is wOrth it. i m sUre she is dAmn tOuch dUe to this unexpeCted sUrprise bY us.
[Our prefect pLan] lOls.
[aSked gEraldine tO asked her oUt with a certAin exCuse. *a cOnvincin One of cAuse]
[after which, we teNd to aCt in e shOppin mall that it's sO cOncidence tAt wE met eAch other.]
[cArry the present in My hand n jUs Act as if its miNe~ lOls, my Actin is gd~ nO dOubt k.]
[didnt bOther mUch bOut her n jUs sAy "bYe" tO her.]
[fOllow whiCh, we wEnt tO Jack plaCe n cAlled her tO jOin us aS geraldine wAn gO bUgis le.]
[relUctantly, she have nO chOice bUt to jOin us.]
[after which we jUs pretended nths hAppened n jUs Order Our meAl.]
[*climax. sUddenly rAchel cAme n dedicAte a sOng *happy birthdAy n a cAke appeared right infrOnt of xUe xue. haha, SURPRISE.]
[n we give xUe xUe our presEnt, fUll of thoughts n blessin.]
wAt a prefeCt plan right. (nn')lala~
actually xUe xUe thought we have fOrgotten bOut her bUt wRong~ despite being in different sChool, u r always one of uS!~ this will remain as fOreva. =D
we wEnt to admiralty gARden afterwArd tO continue e eNdless fUn. bbAll, vOlleybAll, playgrOund etc. Obviously, all of us enJoyed ourselves tO e fUllest.
the bbAll part. Omg(><,). rOugh play. sUay. i sUffer.
lOls. lOve the wAy we r. cRazy Us. =) bUt tats Our yOu diAn.
tat's my dAy. last Of all.
HAPPY B`DaY XuE XuE. bEst wishes in everything u dO. nv will we fOrget u. tis i prOmise. sO mUs u =). tC n stay hAppy always k.

stRivin tOwards my gOals.

have been dAys since i bLog. here to UpdATe.
eh, nOt mUch actually. Other then sTudy jiu shi vOlleybAll. find Online sO bOred nOw, haha i rAther dO my Tys. anY sUbject will dO exCept cHemistRy, reAlly have a hard time handling tis sUbJect. always de-mOralise me, uNlike my physiCs. it have always been physIcs tat helps me get at leAst a pAss fOr my cOm sCience. sO u see, i simply nOe nUts bOut cHemistrY. bUt still i will dO my bEst, afterall mRs lAu is great. blAme on my poOr fOundatiOn, nO bAsic at all. argh-_-"!
qUite intO studies reCently. hOpefully this moOd lAst. k, enOught of sTudies.
anywAy, oUr class mIssed 2 PE lessOn liao(><,). nO life.
missed vOlleybAll. e pAssiOn still remAin.
tats abOut all i have to sAy. the bLog sOund is nice. lOve it. windstrUck sOng. =D
best wishes to everyOne.

my b`dAy 2005.

my dAy. went to trainins as usual. enjOy myself to e fUllest tis time. so fAr, tis is e mOst tirin trainins i have been. =) at least we benefit from it so its ok to be tired. i like e 18 sets stuffs, bUt we lOse all e three 18 sets. we jUs need to get 6 sets jiU win le bUt we eNd up with 5 sets fOr two times. bU gan yan man~ bUt i really enjOy it~ =). wEnt to sMb trainins right after tat. finAlly~ get to see cOach le. n finally sMb gals havin trainin le, great to see all my jUniors. they r still wOrkin hard so its goOd. passion fOr volleyball shall nv ends. *JiayOu sMb b`gAls 2006. trainins was quite alright bUt kinda sian cAuse all my ex team mates nv cOme except sAb. anyway, its was a great dAy ba.
i have given up. hate e way it is.
jUs want to fOcus on *studies n *vOlleyball. i wAn to dO well. *strivin.
cOme back to re-edit this pOst.
=)Jus wAnt tO thankss to thOse whO remembered my b`dAy n wishes me. truly appreciate it. thAnks. it was a greAt dAy, as least i m nOt alone. tC all. =D
finally i m 17yrs oLd.