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trainings cAncel(><,).

sMb alumni. nOt all bUt we r still e best. fOreva we remAin.

setters of 3 generatiOn. lOls.

last bUt not least. -257- =D

finally sMb trainins

yeap~ finAlly sMb gAls volleyball havin trainins once again. can u image for the whole of jUne hOliday there is nO trainin. nOt at all. bUt wateva, it's e past. hOpefully tMl will be a fUn trainins, all ex-b gAls gOin back i tink. we missed cOach. n of cause sMb vOlleyball. all da memOries was still there.
badminton session with viOlent gAls this fRi. haha, first time gO play badmintOn with v.gAls. it will be fUn.
haha, abOve all is my "jian fei" plan. cause i cant cOntrol my diet. so anOther alternative is tO exercise, exercise n exercise!!! i lOve sport anyway.
after cUttin short my hair. ppl start to cOme up with new nicks. lOls, it's alright. jUs tat dUn say i loOk like sEc one is goOd enOught.
afterall i tink we, those gOin to take O level tis yr, is still kindA slack. bUt afterall i dOubt we jUs not like e feelin of stress. will start bUckin uP. JiayOu!

i really missed those times.

never returnin.
initial D was a well-known movie fOr now. dAmn many ppl went to watch. me? perhaps tis week or next week bA. shall see hOw.
argh~
dUnno wat to say. hOw am i gOin to express myself in the most proper way. nO one understand.
*scream~

start Of terM 3..

finally!~ schoOl stArted. qUIte bOrin as it was the firSt dAy. wasted a lOt of time in those spOt-cheCk, singin Of natiOnal anthem eTc. moOdy-mOnday. anyway, i grew shOrter when everyOne say i seen tO grow taller. =( sAdistic. increased 0.5kg, arGh~ fAT me! i wish i cAn cOntrOl my diet better. bUt nevertheless, sweets is a mUst.
0.0 aNyway i cUt my hAir, reAl short this time. nOt really niCe i tink. nVm, cOnsole myself bY sayin it will grOw baCk. it will need a lOng times tO grOw bY then. i dUnno y i gOt e cOurage tO cUt until so shOrt. a tOtal difFerent lOok, i gUessed sO. let it be, wAt dOne cAnt be undOne. cOme to think of it, my first time shOrt hair lOok in sEc life. lOls, dUnno hOw to react.
lOokin fOrward to e rest of schOol dAys. mUggin n muggin~ i wan to be cOnstant. bUt still i m lAck of sleep. -_-" tC all.
i wished u r there.

Yeap!~

finally sChool reoPen tml~ shall start stUdyin hArd. all the wAy! haha, i wish i cAn be cOnstant. wAs qUite a bOrin hOlidAy Esp the lAst twO weeks. bOred till death. bUt it wAs a memOrable hOlidAy, mAny stUffs happened. be it sAd oR happy one, its all unfOrgOtable. as mentiOn earlier [12062005] will be remembered always. dUnno wAt else tO say. yep, my lOads of hw is finishin. bUt~ my chEm -_-". tMl will be a new schOol term n its ten mOre week to e prelims. teachers have been mentiOnin befOre the hOlidAy. nO mUch times to be wasted.
i missed the times.

..wat a hOliday..

have been quite sometimes since i blOg. ok, nths interestin happened recently. jUs sOme happy n unhappy ones i gUessed. hOliday is gOin to be over. finally~ i m loOkin forward to schoOl reopen rather then slaCkin myself away. my hOliday assignment is half-dOne. hopefully it will be finish bY friday sO i cAn enjOy the last weekeNd befOre stressin myself in studies agAin. i have been sufferin frOm "insomnia" tis whole week, n it results in eye bags 0.0. hate it~ haha, a new wOrd learnt-insomnia. =P my english simply cAnt make it.
nths mUch to write. yep, i have changed blOgskin again. jUs tat i wan a simple yet nIce one. i will settled fOr tis, nOt changin anymOre unless necessary. bTw, i m jUs changin it bAck to wat it wAs. i used this skin befOre. remained as my best chOice =D.
things will nv be e sAme again.
all e best. stay happy is e best.

[quOte]

[as lOng as there is memOries, yesterday remAin.]
[as lOng as we hOld on, tOmorrow is there.]
wat a nIce bUt meaningless qUote.
i Once believed in it. nOt anymOre.

ended

ended. u19 ended within 2 week, i guessed it's really fast enOught. =) happy we gOt the champ. was a tough fight with pHs alumni. lUcky we did shOwed our sMb spirits, the never sAY die attitUde. didnt reAlly played well buT played my beSt le. tink afTer dOin my foot work it helps better, mUch better. the fifth sEt will alwAys be remember, oR i shAll sAy i will remember tis mAtch always. a memOrable mAtch indeed, first time sMb emerge as chAmp. everyOne is overjOyed, thus i tink everyOne enjoyed the togethernEss n spirits thrOughout tis cOmpetitiOn. this will add on to my preciOus memOries =D thAnkss to them.
k, bAck to nOw. i tink prOblems is sUrfacin again. hAis. wat to dO? i jUs hOped we remAin tis wAy. wAteva~
tink i gOt to stArt revisin schoOl work next week le. i dUn wan to deprOve mUs be cOnstant if nOt better. tats all bA.

new blOg.

.. gOt no chOice bUt to change a new blOg. siAn TOTAL. i sOrt of like e previOus one lOads. bUt all the piCture n sOng in it cAnt be seen n hEar, arGh nvm. the new one is qUite alright. hOpefUlly it will be better after my "zhen li". bUt i cAnt edit the prOfile stUffs. heLp~
todAy is e sEmi rOunds le. hOpefUlly we cAn win todAy n reach our aims "finAl". playin against ReaCtive zOne. mUs JiayOu bA, fRom wat everyOne cAn see they r imprOvin as mATches gO by. -_-"hOw cOme? bUt we Jus gOt to play our best n i think things will be fine. smb!!
hAve been playin vOlleybAll fOr the past week in cOnstant. be its be matches or trAinin, physicAlly tiRed le. bUt i lOves vOlleybAll, sO i dUn mind =D. i wAn to imprOve. determinAtion n perservAnce is all i need bA. =X i seen to fOrget everyThings bOut studies. perhAps after the U19, i will then be bAck into my studies trAck.
ahbU, shAn they all r gOin to mAlaysia next week le. siAnzatiOn. cOme bAck faster =(. shall miss them lOads, bUt not ahbU =P. tAts all bA. gOt to prepARe tO go out le, if nOt late agAin. -_-" tC all. miss yA lOads.
hOpe things R mUch better nOw. mUs be jian ci pLs. i will.

sAd.

will not be blOggin e next few dAys. *speeChless.

2nd rOund.

the lOt for 2nd rOund is out. is wAt me n ahBu wAnted. haha, gUessed we jUs have sOme lUcks?
..our grOupin X..
sEmbawAng
siNgapOre cOmbined
pHs.blAck
hUaYi.alumni
..grOupin Y..
phs.alumni
nAnyAng pOly
temAsek pOly
Reactive zOne.
hopefUlly we can dO well. JiayOu~

dunno.

enterin 2nd rOund le. hopefully tonight's draw will be a goOd one. lets wait n see ba. wAteva, i jUs nOe i will be missin qUite a few lessOn tis week dUe to mAtch. siAn~ mrs lAu gOt to stArt nAggin liAo~ =X
i m really wOnderin, tinkin. gettin afraid i tink. wateva jus hOpe thing remained in tis wAy. really hOpe sO~
wat i have said is tRue n i m adicited on phOne wit ya. sOrry, bUt i ought to be mOre understandin. i will! hOped [tRust] will keep us gOin. i m hAppy enOught. =) rEally.
dO tC, n cheer uP hOr. no matter wAt u did ur bEst, have nO regrets. =)always be there. a smile will hELp~ =D

..

when everything seen alright. things started to change. i doubt i really understand, nv will i.
things is nOt goin my wAy n i m speechless bOut it. shall let it be wat it is. i cant dO mUch, helpless.
shall start mUggin for all my stUffs. be it vOlleyball or studies. i will give my best no more slaCkin.
[teAm sEmbAwang..fOreva we remAin as One]
02`ahbU 03`lishAn 05`Jing 07`lichiNg 10`JiaYi 11`kAini 12`HuiJun 15`sAb 18`hweEcheE
amazingly today doesnt seen to be sUnday, y? bUt i love weEkend even if it is hOliday nOw. tmL match should nOt be laTe. its dAmn early mAn, hate tat~ wateva, cOntinue e hard wOrk is e best sOlutiOn.

.mOtivation.

hais. bored. bored. bored. n i m hungry, lOls.
ytd match against Rz, finally played as sUb-set.(><,)i si wU 3 balls in a rOw. sadistic. hais, make my overall perfOrmance drOpped. i will bUcked up. other then tat i tink everyone played quite wEll esp 2nd mAtch. *clAps! hOpefully will able to reach our [aims]. sMb all e wAy =). next mAtch will be on sUn 10.30am, mUs wake up on time! haha, scAre~
*find my mOtivation. hopefully it will keep me gOin!~*

finAlly u19 started~

finAlly O's chinese have ended. should i be happy Or sAd? =( i have quite a few wOrd nO time to fill in fOr pAper 1. regreted! as fOr paper 2 is quite alright. out of 5 wOrd i nOe how to wRite 4. goOd enought i sUpposed. hopefully i cAn get a A2, is kinda hArd but~ i dUn wan retAke. will dO my best fOr pAper 3, mUs be mOre fOcus dun wAnna fAil listenin agAin. jUs hOpe pAper 3 cAn pull uP the overall. k, enought of stUdy sinCe it's holidAy nOw, yeAp! the twO week study cAmp seen to be uSeless, i jUs feel sO. it is also U19 cOmpetition nOw =D reunite of sMb. 3 generatiOn combined together, happy tAt we r baCk as a team nOw. hAve the fiRst match yTd with JurOng alumni, was aCtually qUite nerviOus fOr the mAtch as the opponent is qUite strOng bUt eventually cAlm myself dOwn. the resUlt turn OUt well, tAt's goOd. hUiJun played reAl well, as fOr the others 5 was nOt reAlly wen as nOw not mUch trainin le. i missed sMb trainin n cOach. bUt fOr the whOle of June hOlidAy, nO trainin. wAt e hell, it's all rAja's decisiOn -_-" hate hEr. tOday played agAinst aMk.B wAs qUite alright, at least i nOt playin sEtter. honestly, i hate bein setter as it is stress n i like to defEnd mOre =P. tOday finAlly sAw Liching le, its like rEally finAlly. miss her lOads. hweecHee sEttin is still as goOd =) claps. wAteva jUst hOpe we cAn reAch our aIms together as a team, i believe we cAN! sMb all e wAy.
*i need mOtivatiOn in vbAll, my "qiao bO" seen to be mUch slower than it uSe to bE =(. lIke seldom pO di le. dislike e wAy it is. i will sUrely find bAck e old me. tis i promise myself.*
i finAlly sOrt out my feelin~ =)