trainins

ok, decided to go trainins today. hais, didnt played well today. the feelin for the touch seen to be lose. i dun wan~ i wan it back, n i need it desperately! anyway our formation for jss match is out.. will be playin setter, but i m still lack of e confident. hope the touch be back asap. n everything goes well fOr e u19, lUcks for sMb'-'. noe i shouldnt be slackin anymore, will start studyin for the remainin hours. obviously i only left wit tat little time. but still, i m saddened by my performance. argh~ i jus need more more practice. my stamina is droppin like shit. i hate the way things are now, all not goin well. hais, WHY?! i jus hate it. pissed off~

cOmin Os.

finally blog le. guess i have slAck quite alot, this should not continue. hopefully i can study real hard tis few days. monday is e o level chinese le, guess i need to buck up. bUt.. i guessed i m gOin trainin tml, i need to exercise abit n tue is e stARt of e u19 yOuth cUp le. hope we can get e results we wAn ya. cant wait to play wit my team mates once again, not forgetin hweechee, huijUn n mei mei. miss mei mei alOt, come to think of it we are really close tat time [257]. i will nv fOrget =). get back repOrt bK today le, eh quite alright. but i hope i can be tis cOnstant all e way. if nOt mid-yR is jus e start, wats matter more is Os. wish everyone lUcks ba. cOme to tink of it from tUe all e way to fRi, we r havin intensive chinese to do a last rushin up on chinese. kEpt writin lOads of cOmpo n dOin diff sCh papers. argh~ i hope its reAlly help. gOt another last lessOn tml, actually its optional bUt mOst of us will be gOin to dO e last revisiOn. prAy our hard wOrk dUn gO down e dRain if nOt sAdistic. nOw my main wOrries is my pAper 1 the cOmpo part, i scAre i cant score n fOr sure to reach A1 i mUs scOre there. gUess i jus to dO my best. k, shall eNd here. if i cOntinue to slack i will be retAkin fOr sure. i dUn wan! tC all. n beSt od lUcks to all my fRiend.
i lOve the sOng of my blOg nOw~ actUally it wAs chi xin jue dUi at e beginnin, eventually i change it to tis One. [si xing bU gAi]. haha, new skin new sOund. =) simply lOve it.

finAlly back~

lOls, i m finally back to blOg. have been a few week since i blOg n i have change my hP number. hOpefully i have infOrm all my fRiends bOut tat =). ok back to me recent life. bOred~ gOt back all my papers. did average bUt jus feel tat i cAn dO better fOr my chinese n hUm. tis twO is a mUs scOre sUbject fOr me if i wAn to pull my overall. gUess i gOt to bUck up rAther then saddened here. as fOr my sCience n english i shOuld wOrk extra since i m weAk at tat.
my resUlts overall L1R4 16 R5 22.
eNglish 52/100
sCience 52/100
mAths 71/100
pOa 76.5/100
chinese 68/100
cOm. hUm 64/100
nOw its less than 10 mOre dAys or sO to my O level chinese, i mUs work hard althOught i m qUite relUctant tO see all thOse stacks oF chinese wOrd papers. argh! will gEt over tis soOn.
the 2nd selectiOn was qUite alright, jus tat its nOt yet cOnfirm whether we are in yet as nOw gOt 15 pPl. sO continue tO work hard ba. lets prAy =). bUt afterall i m happy cause i nOe quite a nUmber of new fRiends. they r niCe, nOt like wA we initially expected. =P tat's great i tink~
tats my dAy, jus need to be mOtivited to study harder. i have start revisin~ hOpe i last till e eNd. tC all.

argh~

today paper not very well dOne.. maths paper 2 is qUite tough, hAis.. it's over no use saddened over tat, hopefully i did did my best.. fOr physics the paper is quite ok, slightly easy.. bUt blurr my mess up the density fOrmula, i gOt tat very firSt question wrOng =(.. nAhz, nOt goin to say anymore abOut the paper since its over.. i reAlly need mOre determination on studies.. tml is e mOst . . . dAy, its my weakest sUbject-chemistry paper.. i will still do all i can, but its obviOus i will fAil.. jus hOpe i dUn fail "badly".. after the chemistry remedial jUs now, i dOubt i have e energy to cOntinue.. i m tired~ cause of those midnight-oil, studies etc.. i miss vOlleyball, i wan my touch back.. rEcently unable to have a gd rest, both mentally n physically tired yet i cant get to slp.. i will think n think for hours befOre i fall asleep.. y? i dUn even nOe, my miNd Jus cant stop thinkin.. it's result in eye-bags 0.0.. tired nOw, gOin to take a nAp.. tC all, tml can gO play le.. finally~ lOokin forwaRd to tis week eNd.. =D i will hang On~ hOpe thing cAn be bAck in nOrmal.. 0.0.. lOls~

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=)) early release~ have histOry today Only, hOpefully can get e results i wAn.. *pRay.. the sOurce-bAsed is kindA difficUlt, i tink sOme of my mArks fly away le.. eSp on Qb i cAnnot figure oUt, when i finAlly understand the time is Up.. i did wRite my sOme answer, lets hOpe i dUn get a big rOund egg fOr tat qUestion.. fOr the structuRe is mUch easier fRom wAt i expected, its all straight fOrward qUestion.. hOpe i'll be able to scOre there tO pUll up my overall bA.. finAlly e cOm. hUm paper is all finish!! yeAp~ bUt anOther one cOmin, n tats is sCience.. tml havin mAths paper 2 n physics le.. lUcks to everyOne =D.. i will be hAppy if tis "mid-yR" eNd asap, sO i can wOrk fOr my chinese.. i mUs scOre in tAt, i need sOme confidEnce bA~ a intensive chinese will helps! tAt's my dAy. i cAnt be bOther anymOre.. todAy is e a-divisiOn final, boTh nyJc gALs n bOy gOt into finAL.. happy fOr them, mAyb gOin wAtch the mAtch later.. mUs be a nIce mATch, pray fOr their dOuble-chAmp! =) stAy happy everyOne~

weEkend rOx..

ytd have our u19 grOupin out.. relieved, at least the result is quite ok.. nOt easy bUt nOt hard too =).. shAll wOrk hard fOr tat n pray everything tUrns out well.. haha, we didnt put sMb alumni n mAyb people Out there may think we Are Jus sEmbawAng b`gAl bUt nO! we r mOstly thOse step dOwn de plus those pe yE de.. hOpefUlly we cAn perfOrm well dUrin u19 mAtch, its cOnsist Of 3 generatiOn of sMb.. *prAy fOr us~ wOnderin who is e rZ in Our group? ok, we R in grOup D-Oss, Amk-B, hUayi, Jss-alumni n Rz.. after which wEnt to train at NyJc, its wasnt reAlly as enjOyable as lAst week.. hAis, my tOuch fOr vball is lOsin bits by bits.. i cAn feel tat, n i desperately wAnted it bAck.. hOpe it will be bAck by then!! please~ i need to overcOme the stress when i play bU hao.. tis is a mUs!! i tink i will jUs go fOr a tRy n Jus dO my best.. haha, bUt i m prepared nOt to be selected.. obviOusly the three of uS is lAck of cOnfidence -_-".. Jus JiayOu bA~ went all the wAy to fAr eAst after tat, bLurr uS fOrget to get dOwn at tOa payOh.. =P went to eat at lOng John n have sOme tAlks.. tat stupid ahBu gOt me into trOuble mAn!! she Jus sAy nO Jiu can le.. mAKe me kana sUan~ lOls, okok i m xin fU lO(><,).. wEnt to wAtch [hOuse Of wAx] after tAt.. was a nIce hOrror mOvie bA, strongly recOmmended~

tat's my YTD~ wAt a dAy man, i enjOy bein wit my team maTes.. they r simply great!! ok nOt to fOrget pAnda =P, thankss u r goOd tOo.. tC~

gOt to cOme back to tOday.. hAis, havin maths n english tml.. gOt to gO back to study trAck.. i m gettin fatter mAn, i wan to exercise mOre.. nOw startin tO worry fOr chemistry n physics.. gOt to wOrk extra hard fOr Tat.. tat's all, goOd lUck fOr all my peers..

exAms startin. . .

-_-" have english oral, haha kinda scare cause e teacher seen to ask loAds of question.. anyway, it's over n mid-year startin tml.. (><,)shall wOrk hard then bUt sort of half-hearted as o level chinese is approachin.. tat's all nths special, hOpin i can really concentrate n dO my very bEst~ mark e start of burnin midnight oil, jiayOu!

i m sUre i can get over tis as well.. i dUn wan to be bOther~ tis is me! =(

wat a dAy..

gOt to finish all my maths stuffs todAy.. alOts mAn~ thankss gODd, i endUre all e wAy and study fOr three hOurs.. =P But~ i have yet tOuch chemistry n pHysics.. -_-" tis thursdAy mid-yR le.. bLess me wit lUcks(nn')..

sOmetimes things dUn turn out e wAy we wAnted,
sOmetimes we jUs gOt to accept fAte..

[a greAt lOve?]
it's when u shed tears and still care fOr him.
it's when he ignOres u and u still lOng fOr him.
it's when he begin to lOve another n yEt u still smile n sAy:
[i'm hAppy fOr u]..

haha, bOred dAy~