Thursday, October 30, 2008

First Book Out :D

weekend have been nice. bf first book out was like finally after 16days of waiting but i some how tink we didnt spend it well. and he is already regretting not eating enough lols.

and! he became so dark! darker than me. ok, i shall admit i am not as black as in secondary school but bf is really like very TANNED. ha! but army is where bf can be a man so i will just be there supporting. all the way ya :D i dun mind~

one big difference is he didnt really talk much after he book out. not sure why, trying to be understanding towards that weird changes. but he did tried to talk or rather keep singing the army song, which have one which is damn sweet. at least to me, it bring me a smile and he wrote it into a testimonial in my friendster.

simple act can touch one heart and he really made me smile instantly when i saw the testimonial cause he didnt tell me about it. thanks bf for that little act.

okay enough of that. i am not a very bf person so shouldnt write too much about him. i just keep it with myself. anyway its 2 more days before i am seeing him.

here's some photo for our first official date. lols, a double dating with bu after that. after 3 times we finally succeed in our couple outing. :D



view from our cable car dining. thats the surprise i planned but he guessed it. -_-" but its okay, effort that count. aha! i still have alot of photo at my phone but too bad, i am lazy to update.

and trust me the view and ambience was nice and the only feedback was - NO AIRCON.

food was just alright. but not that worth the price. wine was eeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhh. ha, overall give it a 7/10 for the ambience. :)



this is my double date partner. AHBU HUANG lols. sound like some huang lian po. =X

and we was like figuring whether to laught with teeth anot. contradicting. so which is nicer, so not use smiling with teeth -_0

anyway, i forget to put jo n bra photo. mayb next time when i am not tat lazy i will post loads of photos.


this photo taken before gg to basketball~ was thinking that it will rain then change plan to movie end up we played basketball then movie! thats the wall paper of my i phone now. the motivation. :D

thats about all for the date n stuff of bf.

anyway, school starting next week and attachment ending this friday. i really love the enviroment i am in now. how i hope i already finish my diploma. thats my top choice bank now.

thanks for everything and the farewell. hopefully one day in will go back and work there again - the same department under same good boss. Onshore Premier. 2 more days before it end :(

looking forward to go back nyp too. :D i know this semester, the last one will be a tough one. pray i go through it. ha, i am thinkin of dropping caculus. cause i need to work on weekday since weekend are meant for bf now. still considering.

and i finally meet up with wang lao shi last thurs with the seniors + 257! i love the chats and i really miss wang lao shi. glad to see him and hears updates of him. anyway, he is inviting us to another meet up on dec probably with more people - the juniors. :D

reunion :D wang lao shi grew thinner~

and i shall end this post cause its already 2am! got to wake up in 5 hours time GG.

here's a random photo of me n Nora in winter wear. haha. Esprit is selling so many winter wear so we took photo with it since we will not buy. ha! nice though. will buy it if i am going japan or whatever country~


anyway, a note to vgals. me n von already confirm gg to suling concert. just to give her our support. up to you guys to join us. hopefully all can come cause this dancing queen of us have been complaining and mayb just go and see for the only time :p haha jk ok.

von's match also come to an end. will meet up with her more often.

and i am seriously pissed off by u. shouldnt elaborate. spoil mood.

i will only treasure those that are worth it ok, i repeat this for the zillion times and you made me so irritated honestly. i cant be bother also, just be happy with your life.

ending with a happier note.
P.S. i miss you.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

dedicated to MRS LAU

okay its 3 more days. cant believe things past so fast and i have waited for 13 days. damn unbearable but worth the wait. i cant wait to see u!

been catching up with one of my teacher recently. was happy she rmb me and of cos i rmb her. honestly speaking she is one of my favourite teacher backed in secondary school and i love the journal part where we are like writing diary to her. and i recently just got the chance to look through my thing and found my journal. 2 book some more. ha

quite nice to read through it once again. me and huiting last time was very funny. we will say that she give her chop nv give me. then we will request it in the next journal entry. she really help me alot during my o level. esp her encouragement and all.

thanks dearest mrs lau. appreciate it and thanks for being part of my best sec school life memories. meet up soon cause i really miss u. am sorry for those teacher's day cause i nv made it back but now since you moved to teach in different school, i hope thing are better for you. and i am sure you remain a good teacher to all your student. :D

anyway, as per mrs lau's request. this is JOSEPH. so did u rmb him? :D



i hope you like my arrangement on sat. too bad lack of transport for the day if not everything will be better. i will brush up my driving and i am already going to take out the P plate yet still so scare to drive. i made sure i master it fast.

and my target - Honda Fit (2009, JUNE)

kokping pls faster get ur license and we can really go get a car together. so concidence that both of us target that car, but he haven got his license yet la. damn noob =x no worries, i wait for you to buyt car drive us out supper lols.

and tmr is another meeting teacher day. i am going to meet mr wang zhe after so long of nv see him. am so looking forward to it. really miss him. i am going to bring my camera la. lols.

and here are some funny stuff i grab from my email. have a laugh. :D


TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water?

DONALD: H I J K L M N O.

TEACHER: What are you talking about?

DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O.



TEACHER: Glen, why do you always get so dirty?

GLEN: Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.



TEACHER: Millie, give me a sentence starting with 'I.'

MILLIE: I is..

TEACHER: No, Millie..... Always say, 'I am.'

MILLIE: All right..... 'I am the ninth letter of the alphabet.'



TEACHER: George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted it. Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't punish him?

LOUIS: Because George still had the axe in his hand.



TEACHER: Now, Simon, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?

SIMON: No sir, I don't have to, my Mom is a good cook.



TEACHER: Clyde, your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did you copy his?

CLYDE : No, sir. It's the same dog.



TEACHER: Harold, what do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?

HAROLD: A teacher

anyway, i have change my phone as well as the no. as all of your should have know by now.

in case anyone have yet to know my new phone no can your sms me on my current phone cause as of now i am still using two no. but from november onwards, i guess i wont be using the old one anyone. so pls let me know if your dun have my number. and i brough lovely i phone lols!! with internet surfing everywhere. going to lent it to bf on weekend cause i know he will like it.

aanyway, my boss randomly give me an i pod shuffle today. damn happy :D they have really been nice ppl. am happy to be attached there. if only i finished my diploma, i will be able to continued working with nice people.

they have offered me a full time job there :( have to forgo this opportunity cause i only finished school on march. nvm, its already one of my aim to go back there already so i will work towards it once i got my diploma. :D thanks for the great 9 weeks so far.

am finishing my attachment on the 31st october and starting school on 3rd november. how nice?! lols. okay i supposed this post is long enough right RACHEL?

i am happy u are becoming better. going to sleep now as my eye bag is really POWER now.

faster faster book out pls!!

Monday, October 13, 2008

BF in BMT.

i am now watching hot shot 12 while blogging. damn power cause i minimize this window into the corner of the hot shot window and typing. thats so cool~

and whats more, HOT SHOT 12 leh. go visit this website to see http://natnattan.blogspot.com/

been 4 days since he is enlisted. got to admit i miss him this much

but now is the period i have to be strong. i dun want to make him worry while he is inside army. i know things have been tough for him so i should just be letting him rely and be there for him.

and of cos i believe i have been strong.

trust me we can overcome this 2 weeks together.
trust me i will go through everything with you.

see u 25th Oct - MAJU CAMP.

no worries, i will stay positive and trust you, for i already cannot get out of it. i will do my best as a gf. 12 more days to go.

and talking to joanna, i was telling her i am blogging for her sake so i am heer to of cos wish her..

HAPPY BELATED BDAY.

last vgals who is on the 20s. i hope you like my surprise althought thing dun turn out really well but i just hope you see e effort. and i tink i love the cake, its PEPPERMINT CHOCS.

:D i apologize if i made you gals upset but still i dun think anything is wrong.

i just hope this freindship stay and yun thanks for being straightforward cause i only can be GOOD FRIEND with straightforward gals like YOUR. althought its damn power but i tink this is why we are still vgal after so long. HONEST.

so i still love you gals, and i really miss von like suddenly. :(

- msg to silly egg of ours -

i know things have been very tough or rather the worst of your life. i might not know how you are going through all this but pls stop all the tears cause i seriously dun like to see u in this way. if i can go through mine, why cant u?

i believe in you and just to let you know alot of your friend are there for you. so nv give up on yourself and faster pick up yourself. hugs. u are still the silly you i know. omg~

thats about all. you and your photos esp the one you send on 6/10/2008 and the booster with your stupid google + memories you give me will definitely keep me going.

staying strong.

i love my tiffany n co. and you.

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

FULL STOP

okay, i have to update i know. ha, recently things have already turn for the better. no more sadness and tears. :D i am back as the usual or perhaps a more fortunate gal now.

moving on in a good way. i finally realise and believe i can find some one better. and i am glad i get out of it and found that better one.

seriously thinking back its really so silly to change so much for a relationship that is not worth it. If a bf of 3 yrs can jus dump you cause of a gal he barely know for 1 week then why am i still saving it. yes, he can say its not the reason, but he cant deny it does affect this relationship in a big way.

i always feel guilty cause i tink i didnt treasure him for the 3 years but thinking back i dont tink i am a bad gf, rather good instead.

i might be strict but i really cares. those who are close to me will know. he always rmb the bad things but didnt recall all those little thing i do eg. i wrote him card almost every month to encourage him in studies and even anniversary. i always stand by him but so? the guy will only rmb the bad moments.

whatever and whichever, i am happy that i have go through this and i will never turn back for it. cause only when you get out of it, you will then know how that guy really treat you - in a very bad way. but mayb gals just have to be hurt really hard in order to move on. agrees?

if it is not for the better some one, i am not confident in getting out of it too. but thanks god. he is there for me in my weakest time. :))

now i understand why they say love is blind, i must be really blind at that times.

i spend 1000+ during that few weeks, handphone bill was power, mc was everywhere and i drink for a few consective night just to get some sleep. the usual routine of my life was much messed up. but once again, thing are backed to normal.

thats all about my bad relationship, its a past of mine and i want to put a FULL STOP to it. :D

memories is always beautiful, be it a good or bad one and i have to admit it made us grown up.

*i know i have to be strong during this period and pls trust me i will wait cause to me you are some one worth it and some one i wish to treasure. :D

see you soon in 2 weeks time UNCLE.